Confused I am
About my irritating fucking feelings
Which won't let me live in peace
I wish this confusion becomes clear
Like a beautiful crystal
But no
My problems are here to stay permanently
Constantly fighting with myself
About every little single thing
I'm just a guilty person
With too many flaws and imperfections
According to me and probably everyone
I'm the baddest person alive
Ugh I just want to disappear
Be gone
Just like that
Imagine that
Maybe finally I get some inner peace
Or will I be like this forever
Even as a ghost?
Or whatever comes next?
I can't live like this
Not now
Not ever
I don't fucking deserve it
All the good people in my life
Deserve better than me
That's one thing I know for sure
- Mel Rose
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Poems by Mel
PoetryOnly poems: Love, thoughts, sadness, struggles, family, friendship, shit and eventually more feelings. Hope you like them ♥️
