Please don't leave.

Love You Goodbye

Dear Nialler,

I love you, I love you, I love you

I love you so much, you have no idea. You saved me Niall, in so many ways I can't explain. But I want to thank you for that.

You made me feel again and made me want to wake up every morning. You're the reason I enjoyed having a family. You made me want to live again.

You're the best thing that ever happened to me, Niall.

I can hear you laughing in the kitchen from my own room and I can't help but smile. Your laugh is so pure and so carefree. Please never stop smiling, ever. When I'm gone I need you to keep on making jokes about everything. The boys are going to need it.

You are going to need it.

Never stop making music, Niall. Never stop singing and playing the guitar. You love it so much.

I need you to move on whenever you are ready. The ending of my life doesn't mean yours has to end too. 

Keep the boys close and take care of my brother.

I love you, and if you miss me, just look up at the stars. I'll be shining bright for you.

Love, 

Jenna

Dear Liam,

You're the best dad I've ever had. And I love you so much for it. But not only for that. You're the most caring person I've ever met, Liam. Keep that in mind.

I'm going to miss all those times you cared a little bit too much. It was cute though. 

I remember that one time in the hospital when Niall and I went for a walk and Zayn told me later that you were so scared and angry with me. You needed me to be safe, and then it when I realized how much you actually love me. 

And I didn't care how angry I was with you anymore, because I knew then. And I love you too.

But know, Liam, that it's okay sometimes to let it all out. I know you're strong, but you have to realize it's okay to be sad. It's okay to be angry.

I love you dad,

Jenna

Dear Louis,

Do you know how proud I am of you? 

Because I really am. I'm proud of you for loving Harry the way you do. For loving Cole like a son and you are such a good father for him. Probably the best one there is.

I know the truth Louis. About Harry and you not being allowed to be together. And it means the world to me that you gave up all of that just to have Cole and me. I am forever grateful for that.

I want to thank you for helping me preparing all of this. My goodbye's. It means the world to me, Louis.

Please try to do everything you can for the ones you love. And you know what I mean. I mean Harry. You guys are made for each other, and I know that sounds really cheesy but it's true. 

And nobody should be hiding such a beautiful thing.

Keep Harry from falling apart, will you? And be honest with Cole about the hole situation.