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Mingyu quickened his pace as he tried to stay calm and reminded himself, he was doing the right thing.

As he reached his destination, he peaked inside the lecture room, the class was still going on, giving him more time to calm his mind down.

A few minutes passed when he saw the process leaving the room, indicating everyone in the classroom may leave, he quitely waited for the person he was here for.

Seungkwan saw Mingyu before Mingyu saw the younger, panic rushing through his entire body.

"Hansol", He whispered trying to get the boy's attention who was sitting beside him, gathering his things.

Seungkwan gestured towards Mingyu who was waiting outside their classroom, making Hansol look in the direction. In the morning when Hansol had find Seungkwan with puffy eyes and almost ready to cry, he had made Seungkwan tell him everything, thus he knew what Seungkwan was thinking.

"I know boo, he is dumb but I really think you should talk to him, maybe he didn't mean it", Hansol sighed as he looked back at the older beside him, looking betrayed.

"Hansol, you are the one who is dumb", Seungkwan replied like it was the most obvious thing in the world, "He clearly said it himself, off course he meant it, now come with me, and don't talk to him and back me up okay and-"

"Yes Seungkwan I got it, lets go", Hansol stopped the older's rambling as he stood up and offered the older his hand.

Seungkwan nodded and took the younger's hand.

It won't be that hard.

He can do this.

He took a deep breath as he started walking behind the younger, his palm in Hansol's sweating already.

"Seungkwan", Mingyu breathed as he saw the older standing behind Hansol as the duo stood in front of him, exiting the classroom.

"Seungkwan-ah", he said a little louder as his eyes desperately searched for Seungkwan's, but all Seungkwan did was look at his feet, his grip in Hansol's hand tightening.

"I feel it's not the right time", Hansol softly said, his words making Mingyu attention turn towards him, then going back to their attached hands.

He looked at Seungkwan, to look for confirmation, the younger still wasn't looking at him, making him visibly deflate as he sighed and stepped aside, allowing the duo to pass, Hansol leading them, and Seungkwan quitely following behind.

Mingyu wanted to cry, the look of fear and nervousness on the younger's facial features made his heart break and the fact he knowingly hurted Seungkwan so much made it so much worse.

"It's okay Kim Mingyu, you can still try again", he whispered to himself, his quite voice laced with determination, as he walked out of the university building and made his way to his apartment.

The thought of Seungkwan actually leaving their shared apartment circling in his mind.

He kept reassuring himself, he kept telling himself they will somehow work it out and Seungkwan would never leave.

The opportunity of working things out presented itself that very evening, when the bell to their apartment rang, signalling someone was here to visit him.

Mingyu didn't want to get his hopes up, he calmly walked towards the door, opening it.

"Seungkwan-ah", relief took over every muscle of his body, as he looked at the smaller boy at the entrance who had a painfully blank look on his face.