This is book two of the No Good For You series.
Sada and Billie return with far more to experience and much more to give! New members of the Anthony-Eilish family have arrived. Will this be for better or worse?
"Thank you, Arizona! It's been wonderful seeing all your beautiful faces tonight! Love you." I blow the crowd a kiss then skip off the stage to take my mic pack off. My mom hands me water and I hand the stage crew my mic plus the pack. I toss my earbuds off and quietly go to the green room. I close the door behind me and move silently around the room to calm my nerves.
My quiet time after a show was always needed. Something Sada taught me was to breathe in deeply then exhale 3 times and say a few affirmations if needed. Then to sit in complete silence for however long I needed before letting anyone in the room. So I did just that.
I sit in the middle of the floor and breathe in deeply with my eyes closed.
You did great They love you...
Exhale. Inhale.
You are talented and loved.
Exhale. Inhale.
You are at peace You live a life full of peace and abundance
Exhale.
I flutter my eyes open and take a few seconds to sit in my relaxed before getting up to get some water. I silently sip the water and think of the smiling faces of my fans. They made this show a thousand times better and I smile feeling my heart warm.
They really mean the fucking world to me and they make doing what I do easier. I don't think I'd be singing if it weren't for them. I don't think I'd be alive if it weren't for them. They say that I saved them but they saved me. Before I met Sada, I had wanted to end my life on countless occasions.
I was fucking depressed and just wanted it all to go away. But then after seeing how much I'd impacted their lives I knew I couldn't do it. I couldn't cause pain to the people who loved me. It wouldn't be right.
Before letting everyone inside I decide to go onto Instagram. I click my notifications and notice a flood of them bringing me to Sada's recent post.
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I shake my head at her but smile proudly. I know her leaks have bothered her whether she expresses it or not but this was a major fuck you to everyone doubting her. Everyone says that she wasn't good for me and she'd eventually drag me down with her.
When she was doing the opposite. She is truly uplifting me and is making me a better person. I couldn't ask for a better partner.
I get up and open the door to let everyone in. None of them tore their eyes from their interesting conversation surrounding Sada. They all have smiles on their faces and Sada is telling a story in full animation.
