This is book two of the No Good For You series.
Sada and Billie return with far more to experience and much more to give! New members of the Anthony-Eilish family have arrived. Will this be for better or worse?
A/N: this chapter will switch between Billie and Sada's POV. let me know how you like it! —-
Billie July 31st, 2021
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"You're so paranoid." Sada chuckles and shakes her head as I hold back the urge to jump across the bed and strangle her.
"I'm paranoid?" I ask in disbelief. "I'm paranoid?" I whisper to myself followed by a short chuckle. "She said I'm paranoid." I rake my hair back with my fingers and pace the small bedroom.
"Yes, you're literally pacing." She points out making me stop and flick her off. "You could if you'd stop acting crazy."
"I don't wanna have sex with you." I say prematurely and with far more disgust than I wanted to reveal.
"Wow." She chuckles in embarrassment. I open my mouth to speak but close it again not knowing what to say for a moment.
"I didn't mean it that way Sada."
"No it's fine." Her voice cracks slightly and my heart drops into my stomach. "I just didn't know you were this disgusted by me." She chuckles dryly.
"You know that's not what I meant bug."
"No Billie," she pauses, "I don't know what you meant. I never know what you mean." She slips out of the bed and stomps into the bathroom then slams the door.
"Why're you slamming the door?!"
"Stop talking to me!" She yells and I shake my head at her childishness. The shower turns on so I sit and listen to the water hit the shower floor in deep thought. As the minutes go by I start to think that she's in there trying to stay away from me. Distancing herself in the best way she knows how.
"I'm gonna go Sada." I tell her, loudly enough for her to hear over the shower water. I dress myself quickly and gather my things so I can catch the closest plane home.
"What's going on with you two?" I blow out an exhausted breath, not really wanting to explain the situation between Sada and I.
"I don't know Matt." I frown, pushing my food with my fork.
Obviously I didn't run to him at my first chance. I've been home for a few days after leaving New York in a whirl of emotions. The last few days have been oddly calm between Sada and I. We both apologized for how we acted towards one another but I know those were just words.
I still feel that horrible cloud of doom over the two of us that I just can't shake. I love Sada with my entire being and I don't know what I'd do without her. But I do know that I'd be happier than what I am right now.
Just two weeks ago I was saying how I wouldn't know life without her and that everything felt genuine between us but it doesn't. She's been hiding her true feelings but they're starting to show the more she tries to tuck them away.
