Breaking Bad

First Love

Thank you for the food.
"You welcome."
You can come in Derrion. I said swinging my hand inside.
"Alright."
Why you acting all scared like this something new.
"I ain't just weird starting over with you."
Starting Over. Uhh no. Just mutual friends hanging out.

I not finna lie, Derrion was my first love and I cared for him a lot until he did me wrong. By cheating on me.

"I see yall did some decorating." Derrion said looking around.
No my dad just finally got all his shit out thats all.
"Why don't you like that man?" He said laughing.
What do you mean why? Is he here right now? Right so moving on. What movie you want to watch?
"I don't know. Put in your favorite movie."
So you want to watch Twilight?
"Girl I don't care put in a movie." He said flopping on the bed.

I hurried up and popped in a movie and climbed in the bed and cuddled in between his legs and his arms wrapped around me.

"Why you keep looking at me?"
I don't know. You keep looking at me.
"Yes you do you been looking at me for the past thirty five minutes the movie been on and I just cant help it. I cant believe I let you go."
Who was it that you got a baby by?
"We still on this?" He said rubbing his face.
Come on I just want to know.
"I don't wanna say she gone be mad."
And, what she gone do?
"Alright man.. Its was Tiffany."
This was when we were together right?
"Yeah."
So you got a nasty trashy girl pregnant while we were together?!
"One she probably saying the same thing about you and two what you getting mad for!?"
Im not a hoe first of all you have life fucked up I might have slept with a couple people but they be the same ones. I said angrily.
"Name one!"
You, Bo, and Buddy.
"You a lie!" he said smiling
How you know who I been with. Least I didn't fuck the whole football team like Tiffany did.
"I don't know why you mad. You wanted my baby or something!?" He asked
No. Its not even like that. I said putting my head down.
"Then you need to chill with all that. Nobody ain't calling you out."
Call me out on what I keep my legs close. I don't fuck randoms.
"Jessica, I'm a say this real nicely. Shut the fuck up! Now listen nobody didn't say you did all that. Now nobody called you a hoe either so you getting up set for something petty. You just got mad for no reason."
But..
"Ain't no but, shut up. Damn. We good now?"
Yeah.
"Jess I'm back from work!" My mom yells from upstairs.
Im downstairs!
"Hey Derrion. You know you cant have company. You think this punishment a joke."
Its just Derrion.
"I don't care if it was Ronald McDonald. Im going to let it slide this time because your dad is coming.
Huh . Why!? I say with disappointment.
"He wants to see you."
Okay.

"Can I have a kiss?"
No cause you piss me off. I push him back.
"I really wasn't asking but.."
Ahh! Oww! Stop! Derrion ah! Eww that was nasty.
"Whatever. Im sorry."

I lean over and kiss him slowly and passionately. My emotions were running high. I started thinking about actually getting back with him. Until i had to quickly remind myself.

I know, but it doesn't cover the fact of what you did.
"Jess!" My dad says coming in my room.
Oh my god here we go. I say throwing my hands up.
"Umm who is this?" My dad says pointing at Derrion.
This is Derrion.
"Can yall put some clothes on I don't know what y'all think this is."
Think what? Nobody was doing nothing.
"What the hell is this!? A condom!" He picks up and shakes it in my face.
Not even from us.
"So somebody else was in your room?" He said tossing the condom behind.
Meaning we didn't have sex it was with somebody else.
"So you are just having sex in this house!?"
Dad! Please you ain't here no way. Mom already knows about this so chill. I say grabbing the clothes off the floor.
"Who you think your talking to!?Go upstairs right now!"
Mom!! I yell running up stairs.
"What, what."
Get him!
"This is what I found downstairs on her floor."
"Okay. what do you want me to do?"
"What do you mean!? Be a mother. Matter of fact a parent!"
"I mean she doesn't have a good example of a father and shes on punishment. Im trying my best with her by myself."
"Then shes going to live with me for a while then. You cant take care of her. She has to much alone time when you go to work."
I ain't going no where.
"Your only sixteen and being sexually active."
Your point?
"What the hell! Thats my point I should beat your ass unlike your mother just sitting here."

"I am doing my best damn it. If you would've been running around being a hoe yourself we could Be together taking care of her. I have to work. I cant watch her like shes 5 shes 16 I talk to her about these things but thats all i can do i cant strap her to her bed every day I leave my bed.

"You sound dumb! You know thats not the real reason i left Gianna. Im not going to argue. Don't call me when she end up pregnant or with a disease. Y'all don't want me to play a roll as a father until something goes wrong. Jessica my door is open any time for you." He said walking out slamming the front door.