Breaking Bad

Same Ole Same ole

I walk up to the door and knock and his mother answers.

"Hey sweetie." She says smiling.
Hi.
"Im sorry to just leave but I'm late for work." She says walking out the door while I walk in.
Its okay.
"Bo somewhere around here, but I hear your birthday is coming up."
Yes! 17.
"Little silly girl lol. Alright I got to go." She laughs and closes the door.
Bye.
"Whats Up." Bo says coming down the stairs.
Whats up with you. You told me to come by.
"Yeah so you can watch this movie with me."
Seriously Bo. I say walking to the door about to leave.
"Stop! Stop. Its just a movie and I would like to enjoy my last couple weeks here with the person I love the most."
You love me. I say rolling my eyes.
"Of course I do. Now are you going to ruin this or are you gonna come watch the movie?"
Hmmp.
"I got popcorn and ice cream."
If you got ice cream why we still standing.
"Okay."
Strawberry right?
"You know I got it thats all I eat now because of you."
I rubbed off on you.
"Yea just a little bit."
So when you leaving?
"Soon."
I know that , but when?
"Soon."
Come on tell me.
"I will tell you when im ready to."
So what movie you got?
"A scary movie."
You really do love me.
"I told you."

He put the movie and turned off all the lights and gave me my bowl of ice cream and popcorn on the side with my favorite blanket. He sat at one end of the and I sat at the other. I just keep looking at him and every time I did he was looking at me. The beginning of the movie I was barely paying any attention I was just to focus on my thoughts in my head. The movie wasnt even that scary we made more jokes out of it then anything. I dont even think we was paying attention at all we was to busy throwing popcorn at each other and cracking jokes. At the end of the movie I went to the bathroom and came back out and flopped right on the couch. He had pulled me by my leg down to him and I kinda did a little kid scream. Its was like the cutest moment to me. He just sat there looking at me I just smiled.

Would you stop.
"I cant."
Why is that?
"Because."
Because what!?
"I love you."
You love me?
"Yea."
This why I avoid coming over here. I kinda say with an attitude.
"Well nothings stopping you. You can leave."
Stop.
"Stop what?"
Just stop with romatic shit. I really dont have time for it. I told you who I wanted to be with.
"Then why aren't you with him right now? Why are you here with me? I mean that shows a whole lot. I mean if you really cared and loved someone you wouldn't even be here. I know you love me too so don't play me as a fool you know I'm not that."
We friends.
"Wow!"
What we are. I say getting irritated.

He sits up and pulls my feet around to the ground.

"I wouldnt even exspect you to get but thats cool do your little kid things."
Bo what the fuck you know damn well I'm not a little kid and if you got something to say you need to fucking say it. Im not no mind reader.
"I didn't say you was did I."
Okay so you gone say it or we gone sit here going back and forth?
"You said you made up your mind."
Whatever bye.

I so don't wanna leave. I already know what he wants I'm not stupid I just want him to say so I can just kiss him that one last time.

"I love you and I care for you a lot. Probably more than I should. You my heart little girl."
Im not a little girl. Get that right.

He laughs and walks up to me and kisses me I wasn't gone stop him either. He picks me up and carries me to the bed and drops me. He takes off his shirt and then climbs on top of me kissing my neck and chest just everything. He takes my shirt off and pants and I do the same to him. Im just laying there wonder god why do I love him. He takes its slow you know to get it started but you know me I just like getting to the good part first. I flip over and start riding him. My bodys shaking as I go back and forth , back and forth. He pulls me into his chest and kisses me and flips me back over. I start moaning and scratching his back. Ugh I straight forgot how good this felt. I had no words for it. I wasn't even gonna try to fight for dominace I know my place when I'm with him. I he turns me on my side and I turn back to kiss him. I cant help but to moan louder and louder. I turn over and climb on top of him again but he flips me back over I just laugh and continue to kiss. He smiles and kisses my neck over and over.

(Next Morning)
"You up?" He says walking into his room.
I just woke up in the biggest smile a person could ever have.
"Im guessing thats a yes."
I point to my lips and he gives me a kiss.
"You hungry."
Im starving.
"IHOP?"
Yes that sounds like life right now.
"Glad you kept them extra clothes over here."
I told you, you never know.
"Bo!" His mom screams from down stairs.
"Yes."
"Can you come in the living room right now!"
We both walk in and popcorn is everywhere and cups and bowls. We just bust out smiling.

Im sorry.
"Mhm. You know better." She says pointing to me.
Im sorry. I say laughing.
"You specially know better."
"My bad momma." He says trying not to smile or laugh.
"Yeah your bad. And clean this room! Ima pray before you live for college."
Me too.
"Shut up!"
Or what?!
"You already know."
"Um miss thang your phones ringing." She says pointing to it in the living room.
Okay. Hello
Phone convo :
Buddy
"Were you at?"
Umm over a friends
"What friend?"
You dont know them.
"What friends you have that I don't know?"
Lots you'll be surprised.
"Well I was just calling to tell you that I'm on my way to Bo house."
What!? Why!?
"I think we need to just hash things out before he go you know."
No I don't know. Explain.
"I cant I'm at his door so I'll call you back."

(Convo over)

Bo buddy is at your front door right now you need to put everything up hide do something I don't know.
"Why?"
I don't know he just said he wanted to talk. Look just do it.
"Alright. You go hide or something."
Believe me I am.

I hurried up and ran into the closet while he answered the door. I thought this was kinda funny.

Buddys pov:
Whats up man. I say reaching out for a handshake.
"Whats up."
My bad to just stop by and stuff.
"You cool what's going on."
I just wanted to talk.
"Alright."
I know you and Jessica still talk. So no need to lie but I wanted to let you know that whatever we beefing over I'm good. Im pretty sure she gonna wanna invite you to her party.
"I actually cant go I'm leaving for college in a couple days."
Awe yeah. Buddy says smirking.
"Yeah. It was nice you cane by and stuff."
Yeah. I just don't want no beef because I know what you mean to her.
"Same for you." Bo says nervously.
I just got one more thing. I say before walking completely out the door.
"Whats up man?"
Is Jessica here?
"Jessica. Why would she be here?"
Right. Right I mean her car outside.
"Buddy." I say walking out the closet.
Wow. I tried to give you the benefit of the doubt and here you are. I guess I shouldn't be surprised.
"Nothing happen." I say trying to reach out for him.
"Jess just stop lying man." Bo says shaking his head.
You half dressed and im supposed to believe that. Haha I must look like a fool. Im done.
"Right. Like before."
No this ain't the same.
"What do you mean?"
Dont text, call, anything don't even speak to me I'm done.
"Bud.."
Dont man. This, us we done.
"Im sorry."

Jessica's pov:

I never felt so stupid in my life. I just sat there and slide down the wall with my hands on my face. I never thought there would be a day I actually lost him.

"Jess."
Im done.. I cant. Im sorry.
"Don't be sorry to me."
Ima finna go. This is exactly why I don't come over. We cant keep doing this!
"Here."
Bye.
"Bye."