Breaking Bad

Reveled

I woke up and went downstairs and frank moma was cooking breakfast. They was still sleep though.

"Hey."
Hey. You cooking for me again.
"Girl."
Lol.
"I talked to your mom she was looking for you."
Awe I forgot to text her.
"Mhm. So what y'all was doing while I was gone?"
Nothing. I was with Bug and we came back here and Frank was here and went to sleep.
"Okay go wake them up for me."
Frank! Bug! Wake up your moms done with breakfast!! I yell super loud.
"I could've done that Jessica." She says laughing.
I know. I'll be back. I say going upstairs.
"Okay."
Aye wake up.
"What?" Frank says still sleeping. 
Yo moma made some food.
"Jess."
Frank.
"Get out its to early." He says trying to throw a pillow at me.
Boy. Get up its not even early.
"Its is its only 11."
Oh my god thats late now get up before I drag you.
After I woke up Frank I got my bag and left out the side door. I straight wanna go live with my dad. I cant take it here no more and just thinking about what buddy said about knowing what happen just made think. I remembered they wanted to hide the money but I didn't go with them i was to scared to. I went home and gotten in the shower and got a changing pair of clothes. I grabbed my phone and called my dad and asked him can he come down and get me. Which of course he wants me to stay with him. He feels I'll get better. Whatever that means.

"Jessica!" My mom yells.
Yeah!
"What is that I hear that your going to live with your dad!?"
Yeah.
"What! No."
Yes. I just need a new enviorment.
"Baby your dad stays in Arizona. Thats far for me."
Mom I know I'll FaceTime you or skype.
"Okay make sure you pack everything you need. He said he'll be here late tomorrow or thursday."
Okay.
"Im sorry baby."
No need.

Bug:😘👨‍👩‍👧‍👦(SMS)
"Jess."
Yes.
"Were you go?"
Home.
"Um why?"
Im leaving with my dad so I gotta get packed.
"And yo moma letting you do that. Okayy."
Yeah she is.
"What?"
Uhh I low key thinks she wants me too.
"Me to you need it crazy."
Whatever.
"Love you Little Sister."
I love you to Buggy.

(Convo ended)

My plan is to just leave and don't tell anybody. I know that sounds wrong but I don't want anybody to be like Jess why you doing this I'm going to miss you. Like no I don't need it. Yeah its nice I'm going to be missed but your just gonna go back to your regular routine and later won't even trip off me no more.

(Later that day)

Hi.
"Jessica."
Zee.
"What!?"
I kind wanted to know if buddy was here.
"Mm. He here but I don't think he want to see you."
Look can you just go get him please and stop being difficult.
"Mm okay. Buddy! One of your thots at the door!"
I just stare at here like bitch I don't like you look.
"What."
Can we talk?
"I thought we did. I mean thats part of the reason I'm here. You told me I should be with her. Remember?"
Im not stupid and I wish you stop acting like I am or something because you got life completely fucked up.
"Ohh were all this anger coming from?"
Look. You said something about my sister. What do you exactly know?
"Y'all robbed a bank. Thats why Leon in jail and that day after I had found out and I wanted to go to the police and say something. Thats why me and Bo got beef. Cause he thought I wanted to snicth on his brother but his brother turned himself in."
So you was finna send all of us to jail?
"No Bo told Leon that I wanted in. Before you even got put in or whatever they asked me and I said no."
Wait! Wait, you failed to tell me this why? I had no idea you knew and this whole time I been holding back about this situation.
"It was over and done with."
My sister dying is never done with.
"Look I'm sorry about what happen I'm sorry about everything. Us. We were never even suppose to be together to be honest."
What!? What do you mean?
"I done said to much." Buddy starts shaking his head.
No you said a enough. What are you talking about?
"Come walk with me." He jerks his head to the right and began walking.
Buddy.
"At first you was a bet between me and Derrion. That I could smash you or whatever and stuff. This why I don't like derrion."
You took the bet didn't you?
"No. No. I took you to the movies or whatever or something remember."
Mmhm yeah I remember.
"So I didn't do the bet."
So I was a bet wow.
"Yeah after the movies I just started to like you and stuff and thats when Dontaé started telling Derrion we was hanging out a lot."
So what you basically saying is that I'm a mistake. Thats nice. I never would've thought.
"If you put it that way then yeah. You always got some smart to say."
And. Its so nice I was only a bet. How much?
"35."
35. Damn I was real cheap.
"Im sorry."
Im leaving with my dad tomorrow. I don't how long or anything I just know I'm leaving. I wasn't even going to tell nobody but..
"Leaving. Now thats nice." He says sarcastically.
Dont be sarcastic. Plus you got Destiny.
"Lets walk back."
What?!
"I guess me saying that I'm in love you don't mean nothing. I didn't just say that." He looks at me with a face of confusion.
Im not the one who said we done and not to ever talk to you.
"Okay I was mad you know I didn't mean it."
Dont matter you still said it.
"So you still gone leave?"
Uhh yeah. Just because you say you love me don't mean I'm just going to say. "omg I'll stay I know you love me oh my gosh. I love you to".
"Asshole man."
Lol I'm serious.
"Lol. When you just love and hate somebody at the same time."
I hate you to.
"The question keeps playing in my head."
I love you buddy I really do and I love Bo to.
"You love sombody more. You can't love two people the same."
Yeah you can.
"No you can't . In fact I think you love Bo more. You love me don't get me wrong but, Bo just I guess give you something different. I don't know its whatever you see in him."
I see you. Im not lying. Every time I'm with him I think of you. I just think about how bad I've hurt you or hurting you.
"I think you low key just addicted to.."
God please don't say that. Im not. I only sleep with Izayah because I thought he was cute.
"Was it good?"
Really?
"Yeah man."
It was something. It was something.
"That good huh?"
Oh yeah, low key better than you. I say playfully.
"Awe I ain't gonna feel bad shit I got females that thought it was the best."
Mmhm. You think I don't know you! I know every female you talked you. Buddy you forgetting before us we was once upon of time friends also come on.
"Okay, okay but still its a couple."
Whatever.
"Why do you do that?"
What?
"Run when things get hard for you. You been doing that since your sister died. Ever time something becomes bigger than you. You just wanna give up."
Wait for me.
"What?"
Just wait for me. I love you buddy.
"Im going to always wait for you. I been waiting for you."
Then keep waiting.
"Wait for me."
Maybe. I say smiling.

I just got in the car and drove off. I know he was mad when I said maybe but I really don't know if I can be with him or anybody for that matter. I wish my daddy hurry up. Im ready to go.

Sherita😐😻💞👭(SMS)
"Wassup main."
Hey.
"What doing tomorrow?"
Um nothing really what are you doing?
"Nothing thats why I asked you."
What you wanna do then?
"Shit I don't know. Probably go to the mall."
The mall sound cool. 
"You okay."
Im cool I guess.
"Why did I even ask I know you not."
I am though.
"Alright I'll call you tomorrow then."
Ok.