Breaking Bad

What'ss Normal?

I been visiting Bo a lot lately. Buddy seems to be cool with it so far. Cause he's not really cool about it. Its been a couple stressful months.

"Jess."
Bo? Relax.
"Where's my mom. I heard her voice?"
She uhh went to get some food.
"You look pretty." He said.
You dont.
"Bo?!" Janett said.
"Hi mama."
"Im glad your okay."
"So Jess. You been here everyday?" He asked.
Yeah something like that.
"You and Buddy still togther?"
Yeah.
"Thats a surprise."
Mmm.
"Thanks for being here for me."
"I'll be right back. I have to use the bathroom." His mom said.
So why was I the only emergency contact.
"Mm damn I meant to change that."
Really??
"Yeah."
Why was it just me though? You didn't even have your own mom. What the hell if I was yo mama I'll slap the shit out of you for that.
"Like I said I meant to change that."
"Hi." Girl knocks on door with flowers.
"Quenia?" Bo says.
"Im sorry did I interrupt something?" She asked.
"No..no. You good. Whats up?"
"Umm. Well I heard about your accident."
"Yeah. Im fine."
Im jessica. I said.
"I know I heard lots about you."
It seems I heard nothing about you.
"Im sorry are yall together?" She asked with a attitude.
No. Its just that were close and he usually tells me everything. I guess were not close.
"Last time I checked you guys were at a party and you told him you didn't want nothing to do with him." She said.
Excuse me? Who are you again? I asked with an attitude.
"I think you should be answering that question. Since I'm the one he's technically with and has his child." She said.
Uhh. Right. Your the one he got pregnant. Wow.
"Shocked much?" She asked.
Really. I didn't know you had a type Bo. Bye.
"Jess." Bo said.
No.. No, I mean. Were not together but I thought we were at least close enough, but I can see were not. Look I have a kid to get back to and according to her you do to.
"It was nice meeting you Jessica." She said.
Yeah. Sure.

I know I don't have any right to be mad but I am. I just wish people stop almost dying so my feelings can go away. I cant take this anymore. June, Bo, Buddy, Trey. Its.. Its a mess is what it is.

"Hey sister. So I talked to Cuddy today." June said.
Yeah. How did that go?
"Shocking. He wants to see me and make sure its not a joke."
I mean you did wait this long to tell him. He did think you were dead for like 2 years. So I would want proof to.
"Okay that wasn't my fault. Clearly. What am I going to say. I obviously still love him."
First let him process it. Then tell him you love him. I got go.
"Great so much help!!" June says throwing her hands up.
Your welcome!!!

"How was the hospital?" Buddy asked.
Life changing.
"Right."
So how was your dads?
"I slept with somebody. I didn't want to be around the bush.."
It was a week.
"Jess."
Dont fucking touch me!
"It was an old ex. I was at a party."
Huh! What are we doing tomorrow?
"What?" He asked confused.
What are we doing tomorrow?
"So forget what I said."
I mean do you really want me to say something Buddy. What I really want to say is get the fuck out and take your shit. Don't talk to me no more and that you cant see Emmy, but what good would that be. Plus I know you playing.
"All that extra but what happen at the hospital?" He asked.
Does it even matter?
"Yeah talk to me."
Bo's girlfriend came in on us talking and it was intense.
"I didn't really sleep any one. I was messing with you. I didn't really realize that you had a bad day."
Its not obvious. Damn I guess I need to try harder. I mean look at how I'm dressed like what am I wearing. I don't even feel my self anymore.
"I still love you baby."
Its like when June came back. It.. I wish she never came back.
"Im sorry you feel that way." June said walking away.
June!! Ughh!!
"Just let her go. She's grown." Buddy said.
You think we could go to my dads for Christmas?
"I don't care any where but here."
Okay.
"Family!! I know the months been stressful but get yall asses up cause its a party tonight and we going." Sherita said.
Sherita so not in a party mood.
"I really dont give a flying F-word! Now put on some clothes." She said flipping the covers. 
"I'll be back then." Buddy said.
Sherita.
"Jessica."
A party.
"Yeah now put on some clothes."
Okay!