Breaking Bad

Thinking

I heard a knock on the door and I immediately opened it.
"Wow. You look even better than before." Aron says stunned by my look.
You act so white to be so black.
"Thats a good or bag thing?" He asks.
You tell me.
"You ready or no. I mean does this language sound better." He says tryna mimic this song.
Oh gosh stop. Haha go.
"I mean that's how you talk." He says opening the car door.
I don't I'm just black that's all and can't help it .
"Right."

I don't understand why I'm so different.
"You just is , I can see change and I like that. If I can make you my girl even just for a Lil while I promise you, you would want to come back for more. Thats a promise ." He says confidently.
I was speechless like damn he shut me down in just a couple of words, but is that all he got.
"Instead of going out I'm taking you to my house."
What you are crazy. Look if I end up dead. I say scared.
"Your not."
That's exactly what killers say.
"Lol you need to stop, but I want to get to know you, I mean everything about you."
What's to know besides what you already know.
"Its some secrets in there somewhere."
I dont have any secrets. What about you?
"What you wanna know about me?"
Whatever.
"I have 2 Older brother and sisters."
Okay you know I'm the only child.
"Why do you mess with some many dudes? Your a pretty girl."
I cant answer that question just like I cant answer why I love them so much.
He just stared at me all night. We talked all night about everything we possibble could and then he took me home around 2 in the morning.

Well goodnight. Thanks for dinner.
"Your welcome gorgeous."
Bye.
"Bye."
Aron cool and all but I can't see nothing else in him. Through out that whole date it was just like why. Maybe he should be with Khalil they a perfect match. Till then I'll stick with my buddy.

(SMS) Buddy
Buddy..?
"... Yea."
....
"What?"
Idk.
"What's wrong?"
Idk.
"Say idk again."
Idk
" okay got you jokes."
Yep.
"We for real need to talk."
I Know. Im free tomorrow so I guess you can swoop by.
"I know I can swoop by. I'm buddy."
Boy gone! You nobody.
" You wish."
I got to stop talking to people.
"Hmm first hint would be Bo. Then the rest of them Chicken heads."
I will , I will.
"I really wish I didn't go away."
Me too and question.
"Whats up."
Why you and Bo got beef?
"One he got my girl, two he got mad at me saying that I was the one who caused his big bro to go to jail."
Was you?
"No.. I mean if you was there you would blame everybody."
Well I miss you.
"Ahh! I don't miss You!"
Yesss you do.
"Alright a little bit but its late so goodnight. I love you."
I love you too. Goodnight.
(Phone convo over).

I think I figured out who I want to be with now. It's clear to me that I am in love with buddy. He's my life I want him to be in my life. There's nobody that makes me feel the way I do then when I'm with him. I...? I don't know what to do anymore.

I wake up this morning to a knock on my front door. So I go in open it. just to see a familiar face.

"You thought you could get away." Dontaé says high off something he smoked.
Get off my door step.
"I wanna talk to you."
You lost the privileges of that.
"Can I come in?" He says stepping up closer to the door.
No! What the hell. I say pushing him back down.
"Awe so you got a new dude in there huh? Thinking he can replace me."
Ive had a lot of dudes that replaced you. They do a damn good job of it to.
"You a bitch anyway!"
Get the fuck off my porch Dontaé!
"Fuck you!"
Fuck you too! I don't even know why I fucked with you! Yo crazy ass!
"Bye ! You used up anyways."
Your used up bitch! Keep walking!
"Fuck you!" He says walking off.

I slammed the door. I can't believe this asshole just shows up to my house unannounced. I haven't seen dontaé since he went to jail for two years for robbing a convenience store. We was super close friends but feel off after he went to jail. I heard that he was tryna put a hit out on me because I apparently got him locked up. Which was not true at all. Again I hear a knock but I scream who is it from the hallway.