Breaking Bad

Chances

It was nice seeing Izayah again. He straight my best friend.
"How was the mall?" Buddy asked.
Cool. I saw Izayah and cash.
"Cool." He said not so interested.
Yep.
"So you want your rounds."
Boy please.
"No you was talking all head before you left so whats the word."
Right whatever you say.
"Alright."
Im in the bathroom doing my hair and getting ready for bed. Then here he come.
"So whats that shit you was saying." He said grabbing me from behind.
Let me go!
"No I like it like this." He whispered in my ear.
He picked me up and pined me to the wall and kissed my neck. Then he sucked on my titties leaving a red mark. He threw me on the bed and started taking off my shirt and his to. I took off my pants and trew them on the floor. I open my legs slowly. He grabs my legs and opens them wider. My pussy was so wet. He started eating me out. Flicking his tonuge back and forth against my clit.  I moaned a little . I grabbed his hair but he just keep going. My legs began to shake and my moans got louder I tried not to be so loud so I put a pillow over my face so I wouldn't wake Emilia. My body still shaking, I keep jerking back but i want more. I screamed im going to come and tried to pull away but he pulled me back to him and licked it some more. I didnt know what to do. I just screamed and shaked begging him to stop. He finally did and climbed up my body kissing every part towards my lips. Hi flipped me on my stomach and pulled me close and put it in me slowly. He started slow. Taking my hair wrapping it around his hand and pulling it back as he began to stroke harder and faster. I start screaming covering my mouth once again. He smacks my ass which is a turn on for me. I just let loose and bursted out fuck. In a moaning tone. I couldn't help myself. He turns me on my side and raises my leg up and puts it in slowly and then slowly picks up speed. He grabs my face and kisses me then grabs my tittes. While he doing that i lick my finger and start to rub my clit. Moaning so loud he covers my mouth. I moan out keep going. Keep going. I flip him on his back and climb on top and kiss him. I start moving back and forth in a slow motion then gradually picking up my speed. He pulls me close and strokes faster. I just moan and go back to riding position and ride him some more. After i kiss down his body and start giving him a blow job a decent one not sloppy toppy. I stick it my mouth as far i can until i gag and come back up then take my hand and stroke up and down while im still sucking him. I keeping doing it until he comes in my mouth and i spit it out. Then i climb back up to kiss him and lay down on top of him.

*emmy crying*
"Your turn." He said restlessly.
No its your turn. I said turning over going back to sleep.
"Huh. Fine." He said getting up.
Thank you. I love you.
"Shut up." He said throwing the cover over my head.
Hey mom.
"Then you get up anyways." Buddy said.
So shut up.
"You okay?" My mom asked looking at my face.
Yeah I'm fine.
"Its looks like you being fighting or something."
No I'm good.
"Back sore?" She asked.
Yeah just a little bit.
"Maybe you should work on sound proof walls." She said sarcastically.
"Sorry." Buddy apologized with an embarrassed face.
Mom.
"Dont mom me! I know what you did. I took off work early and heard it all."
Im sorry.
"Dont let it happen again. Not while Emilia is here."
Dont act like you haven't before.
"Thats my business." She said giving me a look.
And this is mine!
"I don't care."
Why are you acting like a bitch!
She slaps me and pulls back in disbelief.
"Don't ever talk to me like that again. Your forgetting that I am still your mom and I raised you not the other way around."
Wow.
"Wow! I was actually glad you left. More peace for me. No more Jessica being loud throwing partys and doing whatever she wants."
Fine I'll leave again.
"Your sister never acted.." My mom said before I cut her off.
WELL SHES NOT HER! Shes dead! Gone! Its just me the problem. Little miss perfect she ls gone! Sorry for the fucking wake up call!
"Im just gonna leave." Buddy said taking Emilia with him.
"Jessica get out my house." My mom said pointing to the stairs.
"You need to apologize to yo mom. She loves you." Buddy said. 
Buddy. I'll apologize when I'm not about to kill her cause right now I'm pissed off.
"Okay.. So where you going?" He asked.
I don't know I just need a little bit of space.
"Well make sure you text me."
Yep.

Only place I could think of that would make me happy was the mall. So I head there. I bought some clothes for my little emmy. They were the cutest little outfits ever. Then I ran into a person I never would've thought I've seen.

"Mm."
Mm.
"I cant even get a text. Like damn." Izayah said.
Izayah.
"We friends. So I cant even get a hey, how you been, is everything okay.. Nothing."
If it makes you feel better I cut everyone off.
"Im talking about when you came back."
Okay I was busy.
"Busy how?"
Explaing to Buddy how I just had his baby and just now decided to tell him.
"Im surprised you didn't have an abortion."
Yeah just like everyone else.
"I didn't mean like that."
Oh I know.
"My dad died." He just gushed out.
Stop no he didn't.
"No he did... It.. It was a car accident. He was drunk but the other car ran the light, and the way they hit him. He died instantly."
I am so sorry I didn't know. Im sorry for thinking you were playing.
"Its cool. The only person I could have thought to talk to was you and I couldn't."
Im sorry I wasn't there for you. How did your mom take it?
"Hard. I mean were fine. She has her days. Sometimes she thinks he's still here and I have to remind her. Its crazy."
Wow. Maybe I could stop by sometime.
"Yeah that would be cool."
I cant believe that happen.
"Yeah. So how's the baby?"
She's good with Buddy right now.
"Cool maybe I could stop by and see her."
Maybe. Question?"
"Yeah?"
Did you do what I said and went back to basket ball?
"Yeah. We start practice on Monday."
Good! Im proud of you. I know how much basketball means to you.
"Yep."
So maybe we can hangout for real and catch up. I actually miss you.
"In which way knowing you?"
Just wait and see punk.
"Sneaky."
Im hip. Bye.
"Bye."

I left the from the mall and headed home. I couldn't believe that his father had pasted away. I felt terrible that I wasn't there to support him and stuff.

Look what I got for emmy.
"Thats cute. Were you go?"
To the mall.
"By yourself?!"
Yea, then I ran into Izayah.
"Right theres always something."
Okay, I ran into him thats it.
"I know calm down I'm not accusing you."
Seems like it.
"Im not. Actually I have to go and I'm a talk to you later."
Where are going? I asked looking confused.
"I have some things to do. Unlike you I do still have a life."
What that suppose to mean!?
"Im just kidding nothing. I'll be back. Maybe. If I'm not then I'm at home."
Okay emmy has a doctors appointment tomorrow so..
"I know. I will be there."
Right.
"Bye Jessica."
Bye Buddy. I just hate your lying father. I said whispering to Emilia
"I heard that!!" He yelled.
So! I hate him I tell you. See you just laugh at mommy but mommy is serious.
"Whats up." Sherita said.
Sherita stop using the key.
"Umm last time I checked your mother said I could."
What you want?
"Nothing just came by to see what you was doing."
Nothing at all.
"You wanna go do something then?"
What you trying to do cause my mom would have to watch emmy?
"Maybe we can hit up skate king I heard it suppose to be cracking."
I need to take a shower and do all that.
"Then do shit I'll watch emmy. Go do your thing." She said grabbing her out my arms.

I let sherita watch Emilia while I go get in the shower. I almost forgot what that was. Being a parent ain't easy. The childs needs come before yours. Its a lot by your self for real. I hopped out the shower and put on my burnt orange skirt with my pink shirt and pink head band. Curled my hair and threw it into a cute pony tail. Put on some hoops with diamonds on them and my high top white air forces. Along with some lip gloss. With some bracelets. Lol when I go out I do extra. But I'm all set now.

"Damn who you tryna impress?!" Sherita said looking all shocked.
Me!
"You look cute though. Emmy your mama a little joint."
Come on get her.
"Yeah I'm a just leave her in the basement alone."
Shut up.
"No you shut up for saying that dumb shit."
Hey mom can you watch emmy for me please?
"Were you going?" My mom asked.
To the skating ring with Sherita.
"Alright just call me when you on your way back. If you not coming back text me."
Alright. Bye mama. Bye baby I love you.
"Bye."