Breaking Bad

Apologizes

After that disaster saturday. I decided to finally call up Aron.
(Phone dailiing) Aron
"Hello." Aron answers the phone.
Hey.
"It took you this long to call me." He said with a little scuff. 
You don't even speak in school.
"Same for you."
I clearly was in a relationship. I said in a snappy tone.
"And he aint worthy of you like I'm gone be."
What makes you so different? I ask with a smirk.
"You got to get to know me."
What if I don't want to?
"No chance you wont."
Haha. What school did you come from?
"Witner."
That lame ass school.
"Not as lame as you."
Do you like Hampshier.
"Its cool. I saw you fighting."
You did?
"Yeah. You out of control." He says laughing.
I'm not these females be tripping.
"So when are we going to hangout?"
When ever you want to.
"Tomorrow then."
Why tomorrow?
"You asked me when and I gave you a date."
Okay
"What your friend going to say? The one who like me."
Im not cool with her no more. She fake.
"What happen."
Nothing important. Just know were not cool no more.
"Alright. Im a call when I'm on my way."
okay.
"bye."
(Phone convo over...)
"Jess!" Buddy says from upstairs.
When I hang up the phone i hear somebody call my name.
What do you want?
"Im sorry." He says with his head slightly down.
Okay
"Can I.."
No you can stay right there. Your an asshole.
"I guess I deserve that."
No I guess, you did.
"I didn't be around the bush though . You could've told me straight up but you didn't."
You didn't have to bring that girl to the mall then.
"Thats what this is about."
This is what it always been about. You clearly hate that I'm talking to Bo.
"I do. I care about you. Im the one who want to be with you and then I got this dude all in your face."
No. You don't! I care about me because nobody out here will give a damn about what happens to me besides... Besides one person. Which I'm being stupid for pushing him away.. When all.. when all he tried to do was help me.
"Come here. Im sorry. Im sorry." Buddy says pulling me in for a hug.
You should go. I say pulling away.
"What?" He looks with a confused face.
Buddy go right now. I don't want you here anymore. I point straight to the door for him to go.
"I want you. I love you."
No you dont! Stop saying that! You Don't love me.
"But I do more than you think."
Then prove it. Prove that to me. Show me.
"Alright I will. Now you got to stop seeing Bo and trust me." Buddy says grabbing both of my arms.
Thats not hard.
"Apparently it was the first time." He rolls his eyes.
You can go now.
"Alright mean ass." He kisses my forehead.
I know. I give a little smirk.
It was nothing to do today. I never had a day were I was ever board. I guess its just going be a chill day. I might call frank. He don't be doing nothing anyway.
Frank(SMS)
Frannnk.
"Whats up." Frank answers.
Come over.
"Right now."
Yes right now
"Why buddy ain't talking to you?"
No dude. Don't trip. I want to hangout with you.
"Alright. I'll be over in like 20minutes."
You stay three houses down from me why taking 20minutes to get here?
"Don't trip."
Nope.
"I going to take a quick shower, so make that 30minutes."
Fine.
"Bye doo doo head."
You the doo doo head. I say laughing.
(Phone convo over...)
I went upstairs and grabbed some chips picked out about four outfits for tonight. I kinda like Aron but I cant see nothing more than friendship.
After I took a shower I heard Frank come in.
"Jess." Frank says coming down the steps.
Im in the bathroom.
Here come Frank busting open the door. Luckily I had a towel on.
"Haha. Damn I guess you finally coming around."
No Im not.
"Mmm."
Get out! Ha.
"Alright." Frank says closing the door.
So what do you want to watch? And I need your help.
"Oh hell no. Call Sherita. You been doing this to me since like 3rd grade." Frank says looking through the movies.
Frank I love you.
"Hey I love you too but umm I'm not helping you this time."
Please. I say walking out the bathroom with just a T-shirt on.
I climbed on his lap knowing that he had feelings for me but I was just playing around. He Finna take this to heart now.
"Jess." Frank says kinda uncomfortably
What. Acting Unaware.
"Get up." He says with aggression.
Please, Whats the problem?
"For real. I'll help you but get up." He pushes me off top of him.
Whats wrong with you?
"Nothing."
You a lie. You know I know when you lying.
"Im not finna hurt your feelings."
Really.
"You know how I feel."
Okay. I say in a whatever tone.
"Alright thats my Q to leave."
Frank you tripping.
"No you tripping."
Were friends.
"Look I'm finna go I got some where to be."
Bye.
"So you mad?"
Nope just go.
"I'll call you later."
Okay.
I knew what I was doing but i was just hoping he'll say it. "Jess I like you, I like you a lot". But he didn't. I don't know, maybe I'm going about everything the wrong way. Honestly I don't know who I want to be with only person I keep thinking about is buddy. He's my main focus. I finally got an outfit which was to be just casual. Cute light blue jeans, my floral sandals thats like open toe no toe or whatever. And a flower shirt.
Grabbed my purse and I was set.