Breaking Bad

Juniors officaly

"Hey." Izayah says sitting down.
Hey.
"It was nice meeting yo friends y'all crazy and got a lot of secrets I see." He says smirking.
Yeah we dysfunctional.
"Did I get you in trouble?" He asks with concerned.
No we cool. Me and buddy actually talked about everthing.
"That's good. I was going to ask can we just be friends?"
Friends. Nah. You FAM. You getting to close to be my friend. I say with a smile.
"Lol okay whatever you say." He says laughing.
Plus you met my brothers they gonna call you FAM. You gonna have to come around a lot now since they met you.
"I see. Y'all be having fun so I'm a have to show my face."
They gonna be like were FAM. "Jess were Izayah at girl". I imitate Bug and Cuddy.
"Lol."
You talked to Mellissa crazy self?
"She called."

I surly hope I made the right decision with choosing buddy. Now questioning my love. I need to stop.

Mmm.
"Yeah."
Okay how about this work. I say trying to change the topic.
"Well we didn't do none of the shit."
Well cause we was talking like we doing now. I say laughing.
"You hella cool Jess."
Thank you I can be when I wanna.
"Always keep a person laughing. You and Sherita."
We try to be funny. That's us.
"Lol and a dork."
Lol hell no. Never that.
"Lol"
"Hey Izayah can you come here for a second I kinda need your help." A girl calls him over to her table.
"Yeah hold up." He says giving me a weird eye.

I'm started mocking the girl that calls him over.

You better hurry she needs your help.
"Petty."
Izayah. Izayah its about to explode.
"Oh my god. Stop man."

(SMS) Buddy
"Wyd."
In class with Izayah mocking this girl.
"Awe I was just board."
You in class with Sherita. How you board!?
"Lol I don't know. You not here."
Boy you will be fine. Bye.
"Damn can't talk to my bae. I see. I see."
I don't care about your feelings.
"And I don't care about yours."
I love you.
"I love you too."
And I will end you life with my gun.
"Fuck you then. I hope you die."
Awe that's how you feel?
"You wanna shot me!"
Awe okay and I would take a shower right after.
"Right so you said it first."
True but you don't say it back.
"Okay I'm sorry.."
I start smiling ear to ear.
"I bet you smiling right now."
Now I'm crying cause I was.
"Yo silly self need to do your work."
You too.
"Alright love you."
I dont.
"Awe!"
Love you.
"Mhm."

Izayah walks back over to the table.

What she want?
"I gave her my number."
Ohh.
"What?"
Nothing.
"Mhm."
What's your plan for next year?
"Get accepted for basketball. Graduate."
No type of other goals?
"Two of my main focus."
If your moms married.. where's your dad?
"He goes on business trips. He come back today I think."
Awe. I like your mom she's sweet.
"Only to guest don't let it fool you."
Lol. I wanna do something.
"Like wht?"
Just something. You should call some of your friends so I can meet them.
"Me and my friends ain't that close like your friends."
Huh okay.
"You met cash and Quan them the only two for real close to me."
Half of them people you meet I fought and don't like so. I'm close to Sherita and Buddy. I'm close to Cuddy and Frank and his brother and sister cause Frank been in the family for years and Cuddy dated my sister. That's my brother.
"Your sister?"
Yeah.
"I didn't know you had a sister."
She died in between my 8th and freshman year.
"I'm sorry."
Its cool.
*bell rings*
"Call me."
I'll think about.
"You gonna do ain't no think."
Boy.
"Girl."

I roll my eyes and walked to my car. Im finna be so board at home today. I never be board. I'm just going to Frank's house his mom loves me plus I'm hungry as heck. Soon as I pull up I see Frank and Buddy getting off the bus.

"Baby. Baby."
Get off me. I say pushing Buddy off me.
"Jess!" Quya says yelling out the bus window.
Hi Quya!
"Y'all ghetto." Frank says laughing.
"How was school?" Buddy asks.
It was cool. I talked about my sister.
"Did you?"
Yeah it was... Different.
"Im surprised you brought it up."
Me too. Okay I'm hungry so we gonna stand out here all day?
"Come on! Always hungry." Frank says in a playful attitude.
Yes.
"You called shreita?" Buddy asks.
No why?
"Just asking if you talked to her."
Nope not today.
"Hey kids. Jess I haven't seen your face in a while." Franks mom says cooking.
I've been busy.
"Not to busy to see your mom." She says giving me a look.
I'm sorry I love you and miss you though.
"I miss you to."
What you cooking for me?
"Umm get your nose out my food." She says pushing my head back.
Lol come on.
"I making dinner now back up."
Lol okay.
"You guys are going to be Junior's! How does it feel?" She asks us.
Good. Bad. Amazing.
"Why bad?"
Cause we not all going to the same school.
"You just saying that cause that boy not going." She says pointing to Buddy. Knowing she knows his names.
No. No. I need frank to. He my homework buddy.
"You need to stop making my baby do your work."
Lol I don't.
"I'm just kidding."
"Jess." Frank calls me coming down the stairs.
What?
"You coming down stairs or no?"
Nah I don't like you.
"I don't like you either."
Blah blah blah yess you do. Don't lie. Who doesn't like me.
"Me!"
You don't count.
"I'll tell you when the foods done go do y'all teenage stuff." Frank mom says trying to get us out her kitchen.
Okay come on fools. Y'all already know I'll beat y'all butts in blacks ops.
"Jess. You know you lying." Franks says giving a fake laugh.
I'm not! Y'all just some losers.
"She ain't hip frank." Buddy says giving Frank a high five.
"Alright hers the remote." Frank hands me the game controller.

They don't want to admit that a girl beat them. Plus I've been practicing my shooting so I've gotten better. We haven't started the game good enough and they already saying I'm cheating. I don't know how I'm cheating. They cheating.

"You can't be my girlfriend no more." Buddy says getting mad cause he's losing.
Why so petty. I ask laughing.
"Hell yeah." Buddy says all loud and mad.
"Buddy she cheated the whole game." Frank says sitting on the bed.
"I'm hip." Buddy says looking at Frank.
We only played three rounds cause y'all some sore losers.
"Nah you is a cheater!" They both shout.
Lol y'all pitiful. Bye.
"Were you going?" Buddy asks.
"Right." Frank says agreeing with Buddy.
Home duh.
"Why?" Frank asks.
Cause I wanna go home.
"My Moma ain't finna let you leave until you ate." Frank chuckles.
Well I'm leaving. Bye.
"Okay." Buddy says shrugging his shoulders.
Bye mom.
"Uhh were you going?!" Frank's mom yells.
Home.
"And not eat. No you know the deal." She says pointing to the chair.
I'm not even hungry any more. I just need to lay down. My stomach and head hurt.
"Mhm you lucky this time. I'll save you some."
Thank you!
"Your not welcome! Tell your mom I said to call me."
Okay bye.
"Bye."

Its feels good to just be alone. Nobody asking you questions. No talking. Just you. I can't believe we finna be Junior's. Like we just got one more year then we gone. Im a miss everybody when we leave. Im a miss Frank, Buddy, Bo & Danielle. Even Izayah. Sherita coming with me so ain't no reason to miss her. College is gone be so hard and more complicated. I straight gotta get my temper together to but I just wish people wouldn't do dumb stuff. I wouldn't have a problem. Worst thing is I'm a miss my moma. She straight keep me going. She my other half. Im a have a meeting were we gonna talk about what schools we going to. We need to make plans. Before we go we need to think about a bang for our senior year. We the best class so we need to go out good. Man I'm ready.