Breaking Bad

Glow Day Plans

"So did you like the game?" Izayah asks wrapping his arm around me.
It was cool.
"It was cool! I'm gonna have to beat you up." He says tickling me.
Ay! Oh my god stop Izayah! I say pushing him away.
"Izayah you silly dude." Sherita says laughing.
"Now was the game just cool!?"
It was good. I had fun. Dang!
"Who you yelling at?!" He say's looking at me crazy.
You! I jump at him.
"You gone learn to not yell at me."
"Y'all play all day." Sherita says laughing trying to open the door to the car.
No that's him.
"Alright y'all. Bye Izayah." Sherita says.
"Bye Sherita."
Bye.
"You know that's not how we say bye."
Bye Izayah.
"Still wrong."

I was tryna not to make two mistakes but Izayah was just Izayah being all cute in shit. So we kissed. For a long time. For a second I forgot sherita was in the car. I was in my own little world. Then I pulled back and kinda gave a guilty look at Izayah. He did a little smirk and opened my door for me and closed it. I didn't wave or nothing I just drove off.

"Mmm that was.." Sherita says shaking her head looking awkward.
What.
"That's how y'all say goodbye?"
No not at all.
"That was a long kiss."
Okay forget that have you seen my other phone I can't find it?
"Nope you talking about yo little trap phone right?"
Yeah and its not a trap phone.
"Ohh my bad did I offend you?"
Nope.
"Awe."
You don't think..
"No.."
I mean...
"It can b.."
You think he?..
"Maybe."
I hope he didn't. I knew I should be put a lock on the phone.
"You stupid for not having one. What all it got on there?"
Huh everything what do you mean. Please god don't let him find it.
"I bet a 10 that he read all them messages."
I'm pretty sure he did.
"Dumb ass."
Shut up.
"Nope you lost all privileges to talk for getting caught by being dumb as hell."
Fuck!! I mean its old messages.
"So you know Buddy if he feel he didn't know about it its a secret and that it was recent."
Uhh right.

After thirty minutes of panic we made it to the house and he wasn't even there. Thank goodness but my mama had some company of here own so me and Sherita hurried up and ducked off to the basement. I was happy my mom found somebody then again I wish they had made sound proof head walls.

"Your mama straight getting the Di.." Sherita says laughing.
Ugh please.
"She probably be saying the same thing about you."
Umm most of the time I be gone so that can't even be said. If I did or do its either with Buddy or Bo and I can't even say Bo cause I be at his house mostly so just buddy.
"Buddy be putting it down to."
You can be excused.
"No. That was some of the reason I had went home."
Oh my gosh. I'm sorry. I say laughing.
"That's not funny."
Suck it up.
"Hey y'all." Frank says flopping on the bed between me and Sherita.
"Hey." Buddy says walking in after him.
Hi. Where was you at?
"Minding my business."
Awe.
"I'm just playing dang." Buddy says hitting me laughing.
Awe.
"Get out your feelings."
I'm not in my feelings.
"Anyways.. What's the party plans?" Frank says interrupting.
I don't even know to be honest. I want to get a telly (hotel), but I don't know.
"Its hard to think what to do cause you did basically did everything already." Frank says rubbing his head.
"On me. No way in hell we can't think of nothing." Sherita says looking around thinking.
"What about..? Ahh never mind." Frank says.
I see y'all thinking hard for me.
"For real not even my birthday and stuff." Sherita says chuckling.
"How about it just be me and you this year." Buddy says.
Me and you? What do you mean?
"Just us and we hangout."
I hangout with you everyday.
"That's not the point or you can just have me Sherita, Frank, Trey and Dani (danielle). We can just go out to eat or something nothing big this year."
"Right. I like that. When was the last time the couple of us just us hung out without them goons." Sherita says agreeing with buddy.
Yeah that's true. I'm starting not to care anymore.
"What!" Frank says jumping up.
"Buddy did she just say what I think she said?!" Sherita says looking around at everyone.
"I think so Sherita." Buddy says laughing.
"Someone doesn't care about there birthday?!" Sherita says looking confused.
"Right not my Jessica." Buddy says laying on my stomach.
Buddy stop. You squishing my stomach.
"Awe my bad."
Yeah your bad.
"Girl stop being mean." Sherita say hitting me.
Im not. So when when we making these plans?
"How about this weeknd before yo birthday?" Frank suggested.
Y'all gone tell them?
"This your glow day." Sherita says chuckling.
"Right." Frank says giving a smirk.
But y'all the one who coming up with the plans not me.
"And your point is?" Sherita says jerking her head.
Okay. Damn I swear y'all erks.
"And you don't." Sherita say's
Sherita you always got something to say.
"For real always." Frank said laughing.
"So y'all mad?"Sherita asked with an attitude.
Girl bye.
"Right you thought."
No girl you thought.

I woke up this morning and was juss mad for some reason it was like every little thing pissed me off. If I felt you looked at me wrong then I'm mad. I almost punched Izayah In the face today but I held back but I did go off on him though. He was doing to much today. It wasn't cause I had an attitude. After school I had drove and got Sherita from her house and we got some food. These boys was trying so hard to hit on us but we just was laughing every time they spoke. I remember when this was Buddy and I. It was to funny. After that laugh of the day we went to the party store and grabbed some hats and crazy stuff like some side games. The people in the store keep looking at us cause we was loud. We just took whatever we had in our hands and checked out and went home.

"You was clowning in that store."Sherita said laughing.
Me! On my mom that was you. Don't blame shit on me man.
"Let's get in the house and write these invitations." Sherita says getting out the car grabbing the bags
Yes. I still don't know who to invite.
"Aye just know who not to invite." She said smirking.
I just laugh.

I walk dowstairs and it looks like these ugly little boys having a whole kick back in my basement. Sherita was laughing at my face when we first walked down.

I know y'all didn't. Bold as heck. Frank why you here?
"Right! Why any of y'all ugly butts here?" Sherita said.
For real.
"Umm cause we can. Why you here?" Frank asked.
I live her fool. Duh. I swear you slow.
"Anyways we went to the store and got this shit." Buddy says not trying to get distracted from the game.
We got to think of games to play y'all.
"What y'all get?" Buddy ask
Whatever we got boy. Look!
"Who you talking to?" He looks at me crazy.
Umm I think very much you.
"Ahhh you thought."
No but for real.
"Think about it tomorrow." Frank says trying to play the game.
"Right baby just worry about it tomorrow." Buddy says not even paying attention.
"Baby?!" Me and sherita both kinda shout out loud.
Okay well I'm finna go so I guess y'all can continue playing the game which your already doing.
"Girl they ain't paying no attention to you at all." Sherita said looking at me laughing.
I can see that.
"Well what you finna do?"
I dont know maybe just hangout with myself.
"You know I will stay with you right?"
Nah its coo I know you had some plans and stuff so go do what you had planned I'll be fine. Probably go over with Frank's mom for a little bit.
"Alright main. Love you girl I will text you and you better answer."
Oohh I make no promises. Lol
"Girl to me you do."
Lol okay.

After sherita left I so didnt want to go back downstairs he was so into the game probably wouldn't even notice that I was there. So I drove to my favorite ice cream place and got me some strawberry ice cream of course. I love my strawberry.

Bo (SMS)
"Hey."
Hi.
"You busy?"
No why?
"Can you come over for a second."
Bo you know... Never mind I'll be there in a minute.
"I know what?"
Nothing, nothing at all.
"Alright then."

(Convo over)

I really wish Bo leave for school already so I can stop being so tempted to go see him. Ugh what am I going to do! Then the bad thing is that im on my way to his house right now. Im not even gone promise nothing and im not even gone say nothinng going to happen. A little something always happens even if it was nothing it was something. I cant believe he's finna be gone soon. Im really going to miss him alot. I do care for him a lot. He was there for me we I needed somebody and all that stuff. When I think about Bo a side of me wonders why im not with him and I don't love him like I love Buddy. Oh my gosh this is why its bad to think. Your thoughts can get you in trouble.