Breaking Bad

School

I pull up in front of Bo's house. I was just so taken back. Like my friend straight lied to my face.
"Jessie whats up." Bo answers the door looking confused.
Umm.. Can we talk?
"Yeah come in. Whats going on?" He asks shutting the door behind him.
I don't even know.
"Start from the beginning then."
Which part? The part my Best friend slept with my boyfriend or the part that she has a baby by him.
"Wait.., so Khalil slept with De?"
Yeah. I say in the most depressing voice ever.
"Its all good. You don't need them. All this mean is that you need to start cutting people out and keep the important ones who gone help you. It might sound dumb but you like a little sister."
I just look at him crazy.
A little sister, Bo.
"I know but, just forget I said that."
Yeah. Yeah I'm totally screwing my little sister.
"Okay, okay I know."
I just laugh.
"Lets go to bed you know we got school tomorrow." He say jerking his head to upstairs.

The next day we both get ready for school and he drives. On our way there my favorite song comes on "trap queen"
She my trap queen let her hit the banddoo.
"You my trap queen."
Don't get slapped this early in the morning.
We get to the school and I see the girls and Trey. Bo walks over and stands in front of me and grabs my hand and says smile.
"Don't trip. Once they see you tripping they going to come over here and say something."
I know.
"Jess I'm sorry it was a slip." He says mocking them.
Stop it. You silly. I say laughing and hitting his chest.
"Im for real thats how they be I pay attention to y'all females all the time."
Bo.
"Hey Jess." Trey says walking over
Hey Trey.
"Whats up Bo." Trey says reaching out for a hand shake.
"Whats up." Bo says shaking Trey hand.
"I texted you last night." Trey says looking at me for my answer.
I know I was busy. My fault.
"Why you ain't talking to Kahlil? I can feel the tension. What happen?" He says looking back at them then turning back to me.
Nothing. We good.
"Alright I'm a talk to you at lunch then." He says walking towards school.
Okay .
"See thats all you have to do let them think you good."
Boy come on we going to be late.
Of course my first class with this girl then we sit right next to each other. I sat down and she looked pale like she was scared.
"Hey." Khalil says shyly.
I know she didn't just speak to me like nothing happen. Bitchs crazy. I just looked at her and smiled.
"Can we talk?"
Theres nothing to talk about.
"I just want to explain." Kahlil says sounding sad.
Ha explain. Explain this, your suppose to be my friend a person that have my back 100% of the time. You have a whole kid. Ha you slept with De behind my back if that don't scream hoe. Please god help me what do. You know what you actually pretty lucky that I don't take you by your hair and drag yo ass down the hall and whoop yo ass... Friend. I say as gently as I could with a smile.
"Hey yall." Sherita says walking in.
Hey Sherita.
"You want to work with me?" She asks.
Yeah.
"Khalil." She looks at her waiting for her response.
"No I'm good I'm a work alone on this one." Khalil says moving seats.
"Alright. So what yo pretty ass been up to?" Sherita say licking her lips.
You need to stop trying to flirt with me Sherita.
"Alright but for real what you been up to?"
Nothing. Where was you at though? I ask writing my name on my paper.
"Sick. Couldn't wait to get back on the grind." She says smacking her hands together licking her lips once again.
You and Bo is stupid funny like yall need to stop hanging around each other.
"You need to hangout more girl."
I be out everyday.
"Were you going after school?" She asks with a smirk on her face.
Bo house. I said laughing.
"Damn yall be really getting it."
Nah. Not this time I slept over his house last night cause some happen.
"What?"
Nothing important to tell.
"Must be important if you had to leave."
Some girls just shouldn't play truths.
"Whole the fuck up! Khalil ! Jessie. Whats going on? Y'all to quiet today."
Like I said some girls shouldn't play truths.
"Well class finna be ova tell me at lunch Chicken Head ."
*bell rings
"I see you kept it all this time."
A familiar voice whispers in my ear. I was so happy.
You know I did.
"Nope. Don't turn around keep walking."
I thought you said two months.
"I wanted to surprise you baby." Buddy says whispering in my ear.
You just made my day.
"Im glad. What class you going to?"
Winker.
"I got him to."
Were you gone sit?
"Next to my boo."
Im your boo now?
"You my boo, baby, girl, main. You everything."
Well I have to get you hip on some stuff.
"What?"
Can I look at you gosh and talk like a normal person.
"Now you can we in class."
I miss you.
"I miss you too crazy. So what you got to tell me?"
Khalil slept with De behind my back and had a baby.
"Stop lying."
Im not she said it last night when I had the girls come over.
"Don't trip. Im here now you don't need him. I know yall situation with each other but Derrion a faggot. I don't know why you mess with him."
I know I feel stupid.
"Real stupid."
You mean.
"Come here. He grabs me and kisses me on the lips. You know I'm nice."
I guess.
bell rings*
"Alright go to lunch!" The teacher yells.
I got to tell you one more thing.
"What?"
Trey and I almost..
"Stop. I don't want to hear it."
I stop though.
"My brother Jess?"
Buddy it Wasn't even like that.
"Okay finish then." He says putting his arm around me.
He dropped me off and he kissed me and pulled me on his lap and we was kissing and that was it.
"What happen?"
I told you.
"Nope theres more."
I got out and told him that we are friends lets stay friends.
"Mm. Im still a little mad, but I know my bro he told me a couple times he liked you. Least you pulled back. Is that it? Just Khalil and Trey?"
Yep.
"So.. You and Bo."
Yeah.
"Yall a thing cause you know we had our past problems plus we kinda cool now. I don't want to take his girl. Actually you mine. He just enjoying the ride for now."
I don't know what we are to be honest. And don't say it like that. Like yall just passing me around.
"Well once you figure it out I'm here waiting. And I'm sorry just how I see it."
Okay. That's not the way I see it. That's disrespectful.