Breaking Bad

Weaknesses

"Jess." Pink says happily.
Hey pink.
"I haven't talked to you in a while."
I know I've been busy and stuff.
"Awe well. You coming to the game tonight?"
Game?
"Yeah. Its a home game. I'm sure Izayah wants to see your face."
Umm girl we don't even rock that way. I say smiling.
"Mm I thought y'all did."
No.
"Wassup pink." Izayah says giving her a hug.
"Hi Izayah." She says.
"Jessica." Izayah says looking at me.
"Ima be at the table." Pink says moving.
Alright.
"Wassup." He says sitting down.
Nothing. What's up with you?
"Nothing just prepareing for this game. Which you are going to be at."
Demanding much.
"Yalp Sherita coming to?"
I guess I just found out it was a game.
"Well alright I'm going to leave you alone." Izayah says leaving.
"What's up Jessica ." Quan sats giving me a hug.
Hi Quan.
"Wassup man." Quan says giving him an hand shake.
"Wassup." Izayah says.
"What y'all talking about?" Quan asks
"Nothing the game tonight." Izayah says looking at me.
"Awe Jessica you coming?" Quan asks.
Of course you know Izayah make me come.
"Lol true. Aye Izayah I need to talk to you though." Quan says jerking his head to the left.
"Alright. I'll see you in last period." Izayah says leaving to go to class.
Okay.

Today was so boring. It felt like the time was going by so slow and my phone was dry as heck.

(SMS)
Bo:
Bo!!
"What!"
I'm board.
"That sounds like a you problem doesn't it. lol."
Awe!
"I'm just playing."
Can I come to your house?
"For what?!"
Just cause.
"Awe I know you miss me."
Mm nahhh.
"Lol yes you do."
Yea little bit.
"You coming after school?"
Maybe.
"You bet not leave school."
To late.
"I'm whooping your butt."
Right.
"I am think its a game. You think you grown."
I'm close to it.
"What you doing for your birthday anyways?"
I don't even kno, but I'm going to be at your house in about 20min.
"Alright. What about an house party or something."
I did that. Everything you come up with I already did it.
"Look here."
Lol what?!
"How about you just do a simple dinner."
That seem to boring I'm going to be 17 I kinda wanna go all out.
"You do that when your 18."
So I'm basically 18.
"No your 17, well 16 turning 17."
I'm outside so come open the door.
"Alright."

(Convo over)

I can't even explain my thoughts right now. I don't know. Its like I lose track of everything when I come over here so I try not to stay to long.

"Wassup big head." He says giving me a hug.
Hey Bo.
"Let's talk about these party plans."
Ugh. I think I'm going to have a dinner and probably a hotel party.
"You already did that."
Huh. I know but I don't know what else to do.
"So who are you going to invite?"
I don't even know.
"I hope I'm at the top of the list."
Umm yeah we gotta think about that. You know Buddy don't really like having you around.
"So. We friends I think we can talk we ain't tryna hook up or nothing so I find nothing wrong."
That is wrong. That mean you don't respect our relationship which means you don't respect me.
"No. Not even close."
Yes. That's disrespectful.
"Then why you over here."
Great point. I say with an attitude.
"You a mood killer."
I'm just tryna tell you the right thing.
"Mmm."
Yo mama home?
"Yea should be."
Awe.
"Mama!" Bo yells.
"What boy!" Ms. Yellen yells back. 
"Jessica wanted to see you."
"Awe hey baby." She says giving me a kiss on the cheek.
Hey. I say smiling.
"How are you?" She asks.
I'm good. What about you?
"I'm good. Well I'm going to let y'all kids get back to whatever your doing. I'll be back." She says leaving.
"Alright."

I swear I can't control my thoughts I gotta leave before I regret something real soon.

I'm about to leave also.
"Why?"
Cause I'm about to leave I have plans.
"With who?"
Umm damn all these questions are you my father.
"I'm just asking something simple."
Im going to a game later.
"Okay that's later."
So. I'll text you later.
"Mmum."
What?!
"Nothing bye."

Its like when I with him I think about Buddy and when I'm with Buddy I think about Bo. I mean I always think about Bo. I wanna leave but then I don't.

"Awe and make sure you call me."
I dont need to I'm staying.
"What!? Won't your little boyfriend come looking for you?"
Umm you don't have to say it like tht.
"But I did."

I juss roll my eyes and walk up to his room and lay in the bed looking at the ceiling.

"I guess make yoself comfortable."
Why don't you have other girlfriends or females you talk to?
"Cause I talk to you."
That's not a good excuse.
"What's your excuse?"
What do you mean?
"Why you go back and forth? You think I'm stupid but I know why you stayed."

I just lay there looking at him. Then he kisses me. It just reminded me how much I missed this and him. Soon enough I got carried away.

*phone ringing*

Hello. I say in a sleepy voice.
"Were you at?" Sherita yells.
Wait who is this?
"This Sherita stupid!"
Awe. Umm I'm on my way now.
"Damn girl I been calling you for Hellas."
My bad. I was sleep.
"I see just text me when you on your way to your house."
That's not gone be long so be ready.
"Alright."

(Phone convo ova)

"Umm my bad."
Its cool. 
"Here yo shoe."
Thanks. My bad I'm just leaving. Sherita just called me.
"You good. I guess I'll see you later."
Uhh yea bye.
"Bye."

Ugh. I fucked up big time. I hate when something feels so right but so wrong. I gotta get Sherita hip man.

*car horn.*

"Aye what's up. Haven't seen you in a little minute." Sherita says hopping in the car.
Yeah. I say kinda down and tired.
"What's wrong?"
Nothing.
"I'm too mad Izayah make you go to every game like you his girl friend or something."
I know but since I like him I'm going.
"What's on your mind Jess?"
What's not on my mind.
"Right."
So me and Bo was coming up with party plans.
"Ohh you need to do something fun."
I know, but let me finish so we was thinking of party stuff and then I was finna leave but I didn't.
"You always getting in some shit."
I know. I can't stop messing with Bo.
"Obviously. You tripping and.. Wait?! That's why you didn't answer your phone?"
Yeah something like that.
"You crazy."
"Finally you made it." Izayah says waiting in the parking lot.
I'm sorry.
"She was occupied." Sherita says laughing.
Shut up. I say walking into the gym.
"Occupied. I don't even have time. Cash and them up there." Izayah says pointing up to the top of the bleachers.
Okay bye.
"Hey Jessica." Pink says.
Hi pink what's up.
"Nothing Mellissa has a new boyfriend."
I heard. This is my main Sherita. Sherita this pink.
"What's up." Sherita says waving.
"Hi." Pink says waving back.
"Jessica!" Cash says walking up the steps giving me a hug.
Hey cash.
"You look nice."
I wear this to school but I guess you didn't see me.
"Like I said you look cute."
Lol thanks. Also I'm throwing A party so if you know some people let them know.
"Alright I got you."