Breaking Bad

Whipped

So everybody got suspended including big Frank even though he tried to sneak off. Everybody just basically be at my house chillin basically living there.
Stop. Buddy you play to much.
"I wish yall stop. Yall Not my relationship goals." Sherita says playing the game.
"Shut up." Buddy says kicking the pillow.
"Kick my pillow again." Sherita said pausing her game. Buddy. Im a whoop yo ass."
"Shreita you cant whoop me even If i had both hands behind my back." Buddy says kissing on me.
Yall more in a relationship than I am.
"Girl don't let me get on you so stop talking." Sherita says continuing the game.
"Chill on my baby." Buddy says aggressively but playfully.
"Chill on my baby." "Boy gone, you pussy whipped and she dick whipped."
Im not. I laughed and rolled my eyes.
"Girl yes you is. I bet yall was sexing each other up when he came back." Sherita says.
No we wasn't. We haven't yet.
"Awe damn what is it man low sperm count. Don't get hard!" Sherita says laughing.
"Dude be straight trying to get off. Go home." Buddy says hitting the pillow again.
"As I recall this my main house so she tells me to leave. And take your ass home. We know you don't live here making it like you do everyday." Sherita says hitting him back.
My mom asked do yall want pizza?
"No! I want Chinese." Sherita says excited.
"Shreita get your hungry hungry hippo looking ass on." Buddy says laughing.
"Boy shut up. Oh boy looking like a uhh... Highlighter and shit and blacker then black."
For real y'all, so yall want Chinese. I say trying to be serious.
"Get your hand out my face. Yes man." Sherita say pushing Buddy hand away.
"Yes man. Im hungry man." Buddy says mocking sherita.
"Boy bye you whack." Sherita says smacking his hand.
"Bye Felicia. Baby." Buddy says screaming in my face.
What.
"Damn whats wrong?"
I have a headache.
"Well my bad then but I know some that will make it better." Buddy says rubbing my stomach.
"This Pussy down your throat." Sherita says trying to mimic me.
"Shut up you over sized monkey." Buddy says throwing an pillow at her head.
Go get the door please.
"Okay cause hungry hungry hippo ain't gone do it." Buddy gets up and leaves.
"Shut up faggot. Jesssicaaa!" Sherita says slamming her hands on the bed.
What!
"Thats your boo? Your baby? Haha Im just playing but for real you and Buddy together or what?"
I think so.
"What do you mean you think so. Its a yes, no answer there boo boo." She says.
How's the game cause you too into it?
"Good but don't try to change the subject. Yes or no."
No.
"Ohh pause the game. Why not? Buddy wanna be with you. You stuck on Bo?"
All buddy gonna do is leave again. I wouldn't say I'm stuck just in between.
"Right now Buddy think y'all together and you saying yall not buddy gone be hella pissed."
For real Bo, Buddy are just my fuck buddies. I don't care to much about being in a relationship honestly. I mean at least not right now.
"Damn, but when I leave though y'all gon be fucking." She said with a questionable look on her face looking for assurance.
probably, probably not.
"Jess for real though you got to stop cause you gone end up pregnant again by Buddy and this time its gonna be for real this baby wont be a lost ,or you might end up pregnant by Bo. Get caught cause if you do by Buddy and you talking to Bo. I don't know what to tell you. Lie. , but watch how far that goes. Got to think smart."
You make a good point.
"I know I do." She says turning the game back on.
But, I got some to tell you.
"This better be good news."
Not really.
"Don't even say it I already know."
The thing is we used protection though.
"Huh you make everything complicated. Are you going to tell Buddy? Did you even tell Bo?"
Bo already knows. Buddy just don't. Thats why I don't want to get to comfortable. Plus i wasn't expecting him to come home this early.
"Ha girl you comfortable. You got your back your knee all thats already in there so to late. And well he here now so whats the next move."
I'm a just get an abortion then if its going to cause this much of a problem.
"No I don't do that abortion shit so thats out the equation. Think of something better."
Only thing is if I sleep with Buddy and make him think its his.
"Buddy might look dumb and not bright but he'll figure that out real quick. So thats out of the equation. Might as well tell em. " she says laughing.
"My bad was talking to Bug about the fight." Buddy says walking back into the room.
"He still outside? I need a ride." Sherita says turning off the game.
"He got hella people in the car." Buddy saying laughing.
"Shoot I'm short and little niggas better lap up. I'll fit." Sherita says putting her jacket back on.
I just laugh.
"Alrighty then I'll see you later Jessie, Jess. I ain't saying bye to Buddy." Sherita says walking out the door.
"Whatever short ass looking like an umpa a lumpa." Buddy yells out the door as Sherita leaves.
"Thats not what your mama said boy!" Sherita says before she goes up the stairs.
Stay being weak around yall. Act like fools everyday.
"I know. Make your mood change. Whats up?" Buddy says laying slightly on top of me.
Nothing
"Whats wrong?" He asks again.
Nothing
"Its something on your mind."
No I'm fine just tired.
"Well you better wake up. I want to watch movies."
Can we watch transformers?
"No girl we going to watch The Wood."
Why?
"Cause its funny."
Huh like your face.
"You know you love my face and everything else." He says sucking on my lips.
Moveee. I say licking his face.
"You nasty. Why you just lick me?"
You all up in my space. This my side of the bed thats yours.
"So I'm invading your space."
Get off me. I say trying to push him off.
"No this comfty."
Buddy.
"Why you so grouchy?"
Im not. I told you I'm tired.
"Yeah, yeah."
"Im back! Your foods up here on the table!" My mom says coming in.
Okay be up in a second!
We get up and walk upstairs to the kitchen.
"Hey, thats yours buddy's and Shreita's"
Thanks. Shreita left but she coming back later.
"Okay." My mom says separating the food.
Here's your food. I handed buddy his food.
"Thank you. You gonna tell me whats wrong cause I'm not stupid." Buddy says getting a little irritated.
I know your not.
"Then tell me before I have to find out myself from somebody else."
Why wont you just leave it alone?
"Cause I know when something wrong with you. You need to tell me now."
Its nothing.
"Its cool don't tell me." He says putting his clothes in his bag.
What are you doing? I stop eating and crawl to the end of the bed.
"Packing."
What for?
"Since you want tell me whats wrong."
Thats petty
"No whats petty is that I already know whats wrong with you and you sit here and tell me its nothing like I'm stupid. I heard you."
What do you want?
"I want you to be real with me. Somebody that actually care about you tryna help you. You don't want that?"
I don't know what I want. I don't even know were my life is going. You just came into my life unexpectedly. You weren't even suppose to be back.
"Alright. Im a be straight up. So why is it nothing to tell? You had a miscarriage, abortion. What?"
Yes.
"Yes what?"
Yes I had a an abortion.
"Bo right?"
Yes.
"Mmhm."
This was before you came back.
"Alright call me if you need me. Probably gonna be busy but I guess call."
You mad?
"No you did right. Bye Jess."