Frozen heart (yandere Levi x reader)

Everlasting (Good Ending)

You woke up, looking at your husband. You smiled... after Levi's death... thing were peacefull.

The poison did it's work... though it was also the fact that he had lost so much blood... there was no saving him. The funeral happened two days later, you did not go, not wanting to see him again, even if he was a mere corpse.

You had three more children within seven years, two boys and one more girl. The twins had been excited, becoming big sisters made them feel entitled, like they had the mission to protect their little siblings from all bad things.

Many were sad that Levi died... but you weren't. Because he would live on with the three children you had given birth.

Your third child turned out to be Levi's... apparently when you had arranged for his death you were already three months pregnant. Discovering that he had actually drugged you and had his way while you were asleep, had it not been for Mikasa who was close by, he would have tried to take you back.

Your son, Desmond was the spitting image of his father, which was proof of who his father was. Your in laws had guessed had occured and didn't hold that against you. Two years later you gave birth to the first child of your husband, a healthy boy that looked like his father, just like the birth of your first son, there was a party and they all celebrated. 

It was because although your children were loved, they could not inherit the estate and money of your husband's family, at least not all of it.

And finally you had a daughter, she looked just like you, both in appearance and in demeanor. 

However this happiness didn't last long.

Within a week, your mother in law died of a heart attack, followed by your father in law. Both had been stressfull since the other nobles were trying to arrange marriages with your children. You defended the family, stating that you wouldn't let any of your children marry someone they did not love.

For the next five years everything was peacefull... you had established yourself as a strong woman who would not bow down to no one, not even the king. This caused a ruckus and when there was a fight between the houses, a ruined nobleman killed your husband by breaking an entire vase on his head.

Naturally he was executed but this caught your attention, the man had no motivatio, his feud had been with nobles stronger than your husband... and the more you began thinking the more you began worrying.

Days went by as you began feeling lonely, you thought back to your days as a simple soldier... and then you remembered Levi, the first man who made you feel love and hatred at the same time. The man that had given you Kuchel and Bertha. 

The more time passed the more you wished you kept wondering if you would have been happy with Levi alive... with him as your husband.

Your brother in law tried to make a pass at you but you rejeccted him, the more you kept thinking the more you began feeling guilty. Levi had made A LOT of mistakes but... you weren't saint either. He had killed, he had lied and he had kidnapped you... but those things that made you hate him then now made you want him.

And then... you felt it.

Your eyes were burning... and you felt something roll down your cheeks... tears.

- No way... do I... do I miss him really that much? You whispered, wondering just how strong was this longing now. 

You had to test.... and that's why you went to his grave.

You stared at it and gently touched the tomb stone. It was too late, he was gone and the one responsible was you. You had vowed to kill him and did just that, you didn't regret killing him...but you did wish that someone would have been able to affect you as much as Levi did when he was alive.

- Missed me?

That voice!!! 

YOU KNEW THAT VOICE!!!

Turning around you saw him standing there, his cold eyes staring at you as if you were a monster. You saw scarns and burn marks that hadn't healed, he was wearing a simply white shirt, black trousers and black shoes. 

- Impossible! I killed you!

- No you didn't. That poison was hard to deal with but I survived. 

- I refuse to believe it! I must have gone crazy to think that you're here! You hissed, moving forward and ready to leave. 

But then he grabbed you, forcing his lips on you in an all too familiar kiss. A kiss that you did not resist, the longing in that kiss was insane, the passion he had was reminding you of the old days. And in that moment... you embrassed him.

When you broke for air, Levi placed his forehead against yours.

- I am real... and I am here for you.

- The held a funeral for you... they saw your body.

- They saw a burnt, deformed body and thought it was me. 

- But... but...what on earth have you been doing all those years?

- Healing after you broke my heart, nearly burnt me alive and stabbed me in order to kill me.

- Were you behind the deaths in my household?

- No, this time it was really just nobles being too selfish. I was on the sidelines, waiting for you to actually call for me.

- You know that this wouldn't have happened if my hus-

- Oh it would have happened, especially after you gave birth to another child of mine. 

- You sure you want to talk about that. Because I have several objections about the WAY you decide to make me pregnant again.

- Well, we have the rest of our lives to debate over this.  Or are you saying you don't want to marry me now that I am back?

You stayed silent, not really showing much emotion... but then you sighed.

- Don't you think we should first talk to the kids? Your son doesn't even know you exist at this point.

Levi smilled, while he was hiding he had been making amends to a lot of his old allies, helping out where he could and only asking for them to not let you know that he still lived. He has said that if you didn't choose to come to him willingly, he would never show himself again... and he was keeping the promise until you actually came to his supposed grave. He knew then that you missed him... that the love you felt was indeed everlasting.

- Then... should we get going, cadet? He whispered and you smiled a quick kiss pressed against his lips.

- By all means, corporal.