Emotions

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For the past three months Levi had been trying his best to earn any sign of emotion from you. He was completely driven by desire and kept you close to him all day almost every day. This had alarmed Mikasa and Erwin who were beginning to see that Levi's affection was going towards a dangerous level, he had once beaten a soldier for actually talking to you for two minutes and if that wasn't bad enough he had food brought to his room so that you would only eat with him around. Naturally this couldn't be allowed to go on and Erwin told him to stop at once since he couldn't have a cadet cut off her social life and her friends just because Levi wanted to give her his affection. This pissed Levi but he complied, he hadn't reached his breaking point yet... but you could tell that it was close... not only for Levi but for you too. You had done your best to hide it the slow cracking and the emotions that were threatening to come out. There was even a time when Levi's touch actually made you blush but he didn't notice, thankfully. Ever since then you had been twice as cold and distant since at this point your plan might backfire. 

- (Name), come with me. Levi said sternly, you nodded and followed him to your room, Mikasa had left to train with Eren and so it was only the two of you for a while. Levi closed the door and looked at you as he caressed your cheek. The more he recalled the way your mother acted towards you the more he began to understand why you refused to let others in. You had burnt some of your mother's letters since they said about your plan and had left the one that ended with a harsh lecture about honor and power and as to how any sign of affection would destroy you. These letters had been discovered by Levi who read them while you were asleep "by accident". He had been shocked to realise that you had actually defended your relationship and even presented him to your mother even though her way of talking showed clear disgust at the sight of emotions those pappers showed. 

- Is something wrong Levi? You asked him blankly and he smiled.

- No, nothing important. He said and slowly placed his lips on yours in a loving kiss, it was then that you sensed a crack, it was a powerfull crack that was about to melt your icy heart and soul... you wanted to stop it but there was only one problem... your defenses had been completely destroyed over the passing of time. You felt Levi's strong arms pull you closer as he deepened the kiss, on that moment you lost your self control and replied in a very hesitant but obviously caring way. Levi stopped immidietaly and looked at you... his eyes widen as he saw your face. There was a very faint tone of pink on your face and your eyes had a small spark of desire as well, it was tiny but he saw it... and he loved it, that moment he locked the door and attacked your body, he kissed every part of your body and even earn a small groan that urged him to continue. When he decided to enter you he discovered that your eyes were directed to him when most of the time you'd look somewhere else. He knew that this might had actually been the first time that the two of you were going to enjoy this together. He entered slowly as he saw the faint tone of pink getting a bit stronger but the spark remained as tiny as before. He continued until he was all in, he began moving, it was then that you closed your eyes. You never remembered anything that Levi did when he ravished your body, the sensations, the touch, the warmth or the pleasure. But now that emotions had slowly began coming out you began realising just what it was that Levi had been doing, the pleasure was slowly becoming overwhelming and even though your voice was not heard your closed eyes and blushing face showed that for the first time since the day you agreed to this, you were feeling Levi and were accepting him as he was willingly. In a moment you embraced him and tugged his hair as you began saying his name in a low but sweet manner that sent him over the edge. 

- Levi... Levi....

- More, (Name). Seek me more. He said and his moves became harder, you looked at him his eyes and realised that the plan might have already failed the moment you began sensing those cracks. In the end... emotions won. As Levi was near the edge you felt something exploding from inside you and you left a small moan as Levi joined seconds later. That moan made him look at you, he seemed happy beyond words his face showed obvious adoration.

- I... I just... Did I just...

- It's okay, my love. You don't need to explain. He said as he placed his forehead on yours.

- I never knew that she could come back. You said and he looked at you confused.

- What came back?

- This. You said and showed the spot where your heart was, you were looking at the wall, eyes narrowed as you tried to understand what originally created the crack. Was it Mikasa's kindness? Was it Levi's passion? What made the crack appear? What?

- (Name), I'm glad that you accepted my love at last. I don't care what led you to this moment... but whatever it is can't be so bad if it makes you love me. He said and you looked at him. Love? You loved someone? Was the emotion that leaked out love? You couldn't understand.

- I'm... confused. You said and Levi slowly stood up and dressed up. You realised that you were wearing most of your clothing... proving that all that happened rather fast and that Levi himself had the tiniest amount of self restrain. So emotions led to this... and you didn't know how far they could go... they were indeed dangerous and powerfull, your emotions that is.

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