Hide & Seek ➤ Taekook/Vkook

Chapter 9

𝑻𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑦 𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒, ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑎 𝑣𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑎𝑖𝑛
𝑶𝑛𝑒 𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑠 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑙, ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑡
𝑻ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑖'𝑚 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑢𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑠, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦
𝑺𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑢𝑛 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦

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It was unexpectedly Lisa who fell asleep first, way before they even finished watching the episode, whereas, Jungkook was tired as fuck but couldn't really sleep. Maybe because he wasn't used to sharing his bed with another person, especially another girl. Sharing hotel-room beds with his hyungs during their trips was okay, but this-...

Even though Lisa was his girlfriend, concerned he might disturb her in some way or unintentionally end up touching her inappropriately, Jungkook felt hyper aware of even the littlest twitches of his muscles, uneasy about moving on the bed which he usually did a lot.

But he knew Lisa being on the same bed with him for the first time wasn't the main reason he had his eyes wide open at 2 in the morning. It was the thoughts that kept clotting in his head, thoughts of everything he had done this evening and before that.

The way he was about to have one of his best orgasms watching a gay porn, or the way he had gawked at and wanted to touch Taehyung's thighs that day, or the way his body had been reacting involuntarily without his conscious control, like an innate reflex, every time Taehyung came close to him - all of it was making him go insane.

He had never felt such a strong tension around anyone before, had never thought someone could make his heartbeat rise with anticipation for something he didn't exactly know about, that a simple little touch could leave him weak on his knees. Hell, he had never ever acted on impulse before and did what he did with Taehyung.

The thing that made it worse was how Taehyung deliberately continued doing whatever he would do, not caring about their surroundings. Kudos to his confidence, he hadn't hesitated to boldly tease Jungkook even when Lisa had been present there. Jungkook couldn't wrap his head around why he was the one constantly being flirted with, someone whom Taehyung certainly took no interest in, whereas the guy didn't even properly talk to the one Jungkook had been worried about since the beginning.

Not once in the five days, in the three times the two had brief encounters had Taehyung flirted with Lisa. Jungkook didn't know whether that was a sign for him to ease up or worry more.

Well, if he truly needed to worry about anyone or anything, it was himself and his queer attraction towards Taehyung, a guy, because he was finding it pretty concerning and abnormal for him to feel his pulse kick and cheeks warm sometimes by only making eye-contact with Taehyung, but not feeling any kind of excitement or arousal or whatever you call it looking at Lisa's cleavage showing as his T-shirt was loose and a couple sizes larger on her petite body. If anything, he felt uncomfortable and sort of disgusted that she was being so impetuous and unaware of her appearance when she was in another guy's bed. Yes, he was different from any other random guy, but still...

What 'but still'?! Jungkook snapped at himself in his mind. Why was he thinking this way? Wasn't he supposed to be ogling at her breasts just like he did Taehyung's lips and thighs (and ass) every time he got the chance? Wasn't he supposed to be fantasizing about tearing the clothes off of Lisa's body and fucking her brains out? Wasn't that how it was meant to work?