Hide & Seek ➤ Taekook/Vkook

Chapter 30

𝑁𝑜 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑟𝑢𝑛𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑑,
𝐴𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑒 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑒 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑏𝑒ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑑.
𝐷𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑎 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑏𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔,
𝐿𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔,
𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑏𝑒 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤, 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑏𝑒 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤.

*****

"Ready for your other gift?"

Taehyung's breath fanned upon Jungkook's lips as he smiled at the boy, his body hovering over the younger with his back pressed against the hallway wall in front of Jungkook's room.

Their mouths had found each other the moment they had come back and run upstairs, almost stumbling on their way, as though it had been killing them to keep their lips to themselves through the ride home.

"Yeah," Jungkook returned a smile in response to Taehyung's question, but then betraying that agreement in an instant, started kissing the older again, not having invented the formula to become habituated with the intoxicating feeling yet, to have enough of it.

And he wasn't sure if he even wanted to, because everytime Taehyung kissed him back with his skilled tongue fervidly roaming through his cavern, every fibre in Jungkook screamed at him for being so scared and oblivious all this time, for suppressing these intrinsic urges, for how he should've been here sooner, savouring the unparalleled adrenaline rush of acting on his own will without giving a damn about others.

"Jungkook!" Taehyung grunted out of ridicule when their teeth collided once, but then giggled as he tried to kiss Jungkook right, ever so endeared by the lack of technique - but just a hunger and eagerness - in Jungkook's way of kissing him.

"Is it," Jungkook pulled back a little, a slight pant in his speech, "Is it weird that I want to do a lot more than just kissing right now? Like last night?"

"Now?" Taehyung looked scandalised, even though he actually wasn't, just amused at Jungkook's courage, "It's not weird but eomeoni and appa are wide awake, Jungkook."

"Dad's watching his baseball game. Mom's in the kitchen. We'll be quiet and lock the doors." Jungkook whispered, not unamused with himself either.

He knew it was a bit too risky and reckless, but he didn't know why he couldn't refrain himself, why the fear of possibly being caught by his parents wasn't forbidding him to be so outrageous instead of thrilling him, fuelling the feral fire of want in his veins.

Taehyung stared at him for a moment, silently taking in his features, making Jungkook think that he was considering his words, but Taehyung completely threw him off with his next question,

"Have you done this with Lisa too?...Have you ever wanted her like this? So desperately?" Taehyung spoke in a low tone, expressions too complex for Jungkook to read.

The younger frowned, the butterflies dancing in his stomach having died in a second. He didn't know what he felt more - annoyance or confusion. What was wrong with Taehyung? Why would he ask such questions out of nowhere in a moment like this?