Unexpected

Chapter 6

I slowly moved my hand up her thigh. I felt her body getting warmer the further I went up. I finally felt what I was in search of she was already wet to my surprise.

I slowly entered my finger in her hole she moaned gripping my shoulders tightly. She was tight I thought maybe she was a virgin. I forced my way in slowly going deeper, and deeper until I couldn't go any further.

I started going faster thrusting my finger in more swiftly going along with the rhythm of her moans. I entered another finger that's when she really went crazy.

I could hear her juices swish around as I went in and out she put her legs around my neck and squeezed. I guess I was doing this right especially since it was my first time doing it.

I stopped and pulled out my fingers she grabbed my hand and sucked on my fingers looking into my eyes. My body was hot for her and I needed to release the steam.

I lifted her off the counter and gently pushed her against the wall. I kissed her on the neck slowly running my hands over every inch of her body. I sucked on her breasts cupping them in my hands as I felt her scratching my back.

Her nails were long so they stinged quite a bit the deeper they went into my skin. She wrapped one leg around my waist as I pushed my body closer to hers.

I looked into her eyes, she whispered in my ear

"I want you so badly"

I grabbed her and just held her putting my head into her neck I couldn't do this anymore. This was wrong Jess lived here I couldn't have sex with Maya in her bathroom.

I felt so guilty I started crying

"What's wrong, is it me?"

"No, no I'm messed up, I just can't do this with you now its too confusing"

"Its okay Eva I'll wait for you, No matter how long it takes I will wait"

I lifted my head away from her neck and wiped away the tears. I didn't know what to think first the kiss at the beach, now this nearly having sex with her in the bathroom.

I had a boyfriend I'd never been with a girl before I mean I fooled around with Jess sometimes, but it was friendly.

She was my best friend, but with Maya I felt something entirely different it was emotional.

I couldn't control myself around her I wasn't ready to fall in "love" atleast not with a girl that I just met a few hours ago it all seemed wrong.

"Please just talk to me Eva maybe I can help"

I stayed quiet I couldn't tell her what I was feeling I avoided this type of thing.

"I think I should go Maya"

"Okay no problem I'll walk you out"

"No, please I'll go myself just..."

I couldn't finish my sentence I just walked away.

She looked at me with sorrow in her eyes I could see that she was going to cry. It just made things worst I ran down the stairs forgetting to grab my things.

I walked over to my house my parents had finally made it home. With their cars sitting perfectly in the driveway. I walked in they were eating dinner

"Hey, Eva your father and I saved you a plate."

"Thanks, but I'm not hungry"

"Okay honey no problem"

I ran up to my room and closed my door locking it behind me I jumped on my bed and just layed there.

I felt so many emotions at once I couldn't think straight. My thoughts were just screaming within my head I grabbed my pillow and put it over my head I screamed as loud as I could. My throat felt sore a few minutes later.

I decided to take a shower I always used that time to clear my head. I grabbed my favorite Bath & Body Works body wash the scent was called country girl I loved it.

I took my clothes off and left them on the floor. I stepped in the tub and turned on the water I like taking showers in the dark it was relaxing.

The water hit my body relaxing all of my nerves I grabbed the body wash and squeezed just enough into my loofa.

Washing my body felt good scrubbing away all of the dirt that the day had brought on. I couldn't get the images of me kissing Maya, and the moment we shared in the bathroom out of my mind.

Finally I rinsed the soap off and just let the water fall onto me. It felt like I was under a waterfall I imagined if heaven was like this. If so I wanted it to last forever.

Finally I turned the water off and got out of tub I grabbed my towel and wiped the water off my body.

I wrapped it around me so I could blow dry my hair. After I finished blow drying my lions mane I decided to use some lotion on my body. I found my favorite bra and panties and put it on.

I knew that my parents wouldn't come up so I didn't need to put clothes on.

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I was fighting with my sleep and quite frankly sleep was kicking my ass. Just when I was about to knock out I heard a knock on my door.

"Can I come in?"

It was my mom

"Yeah come in"

she walked in then sat on the edge of my bed it was awkward because honestly I haven't really talked much to her ever since Jessica's death.

I became pretty distant I guess it was my fault. Things just didn't seem the same anymore. I missed our relationship at times.

"I just wanted to make sure that you were okay Eva. I know that things haven't been the same between us ever since.... she paused"

"Its okay mom I know, but I'm fine right now I just need time to myself to think"

"Well sweetheart I'm here whenever you feel like talking just remember that"

"Thank you mom"

I smiled

"Okay well good night hun I love you"

"I love you too mom good night".

She closed the door behind her I was happy that she came in tonight I really needed that honestly.

I finally fell asleep my night was made.