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TW⚠️: Mentions of blood, death, and depression

A peaceful night alone was just what you needed and exactly what you got. Your Mom was currently at work and your friends were out doing their own things. You could've joined them but you really didn't feel like doing anything. To be honest, you really hadn't felt like doing at all in the last couple of weeks. It didn't matter how much you slept, you were still always tired. What you found fun in the past was no longer interesting. You had truly hit an all time low.

A sigh escaped your mouth. Ever since he died, nothing had been the same. Every night you'd wish it was a bad dream that you'd wake up from, but it never was. The only you wanted was for everything to go back to to normal. You just wanted to be happy again. But to you, it seemed that you would never be happy again. After all, you lost everything that day.

'Maybe I should get up and do something. Maybe I'll take a shower...Even I'm feeling a little gross right now.' You hadn't take a shower in god knows how long, so you figured you should at least get it done now. When you were alone. When no one could hear you.

The hot water was beating down on your back as you rinsed out the shampoo that was in your hair. You could feel the tension in your body go away as you sat down on the floor of the shower. Times like these were the most relaxing for you. When you were left with yourself and your thoughts. Though, these past few weeks you've been trying to avoid exactly that. Unless your mind was occupied, you couldn't help but think back to that day. The day where your life changed.

Flashback:

You could see blood not only pouring out of the stab wound, but out of his mouth too. There was blood on the cars, on his jacket, on his clothes, there was just blood everywhere. You saw him fall on his knees and his eyes close. In that moment, everything in your mind went blank. You could hear some fuzzy yelling. You could feel yourself moving. You felt yourself beating up some random Valhalla guys. You could briefly hear someone yelling your name, but you ignored it. But before you knew it, you were standing over his body.

" Keisuke" you sobbed out. You fell on your knees next to him and pulled his weak, bloody body into your arms.

" Come on, wake up. You can't die here!!" Your chest was tightening up more and more as each moment passed. You could barely breathe from sobbing. Tears were streaming down your face and fell on his blank face. You felt like it wasn't real..... It couldn't be real.

" Y/n?" his voice whisper out.

"K-K-Keisuke?"

" Y/n! I'm so sorry!" he said as he slowly tried sitting himself up. He was being a stubborn as he always had been. You could see tears building up in the corners of his eyes. You knew this isn't what he wanted to happen. You knew he wanted to live with everyone. You knew he wanted to be happy. He deserved that all of that. But life was so cruel......and now your little brother was dying in front of you.

" I'm so sorry! I'm sorry for what I'm about to do." He said as he stood up. You couldn't understand what was going on. Why was he doing this?

" Hey, Y/n. Promise me no matter what happens you'll take care of yourself. I care for you and I want you to be happy even if I'm not here..."

" Huh? Well I mean sure, but you really shouldn't be moving! You need to lay back down! You'll be fine as long as you do that!!" You were trying your best to convince yourself that everything would be fine. Even if deep down, you knew otherwise.