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headcanons|| when you have a panic attack

Heyy guys! I hope your doing well!

This is, as usual a request. I've been getting a ton of them, and now I'm finally not sleep deprived so I'm actually writing instead of taking naps! Although, I'm very unsure about how it turned out, it sort've sound like a record on repeat to me😅

Anyways, reader is, as usual, not specified!

tw: cursing, depression, toxicity, cheating, panic, etc.

Rindou

Rindou is the type who's not very good with emotions. He's pretty stoic and bad with that stuff himself, and frankly, he couldn't give a shit about other people's emotions.

Well, that applied to everyone except you.

Rindou loves you, despite the fact that he's not good at showing it. He does give a shit about you, and he will do his best to help you. So, when you had a panic attack, he was/will be right there by your side, completely prepared for everything, especially during your first panic attack.

You see that first time you had a panic attack was when you guys went out on your usual Saturday date.

As usual you and Rindou went out to a nice café, got something to eat and drink, and overall, basked in each other's presence. It was, as always, very fun, and you enjoyed nothing more than the day of the week that you had solely to you boyfriend.

Unfortunately, your original excitement was quickly replaced by panic when your ex walked into the very café you were sitting in.

Your ex was horrible. He was the type that seemed sweet at first, but, as the relationship went on, he showed his true colors. He degraded you, was overly possessive of you, wouldn't let you see your own friends and family, and worst of all, he cheated on you.

That's right, the man who would never let you leave your own apartment, went out and cheated on you. And it was that, that broke you.

Not only did he make you feel horrible about yourself and drove your mental state to it's all time low, but he also made you believe you weren't worthy of love, even his own.

It was only when Rindou entered your life, that you were saved, and you went back to not only feeling loved, but also to having a normal life.

Since then, your ex hadn't even crossed your mind. Rindou's love for you made you forget your ex's hatred, and you had been okay since. Unfortunately, seeing your ex again, only brought your previous horrible memories and thoughts, and, as a result, you panicked.

It was only a matter of time before the memories clouded your mind. Suddenly, your heart started beating out of your chest and you couldn't breathe. The whole world quickly became cloudy, and you couldn't calm down.

You truly felt like you were about to die. You were scared, and lost in your mind. You didn't know what to do whatsoever, the only that came to your mind was getting some fresh air. So, that's exactly what you did

You quickly got up and ran out of the crowded café, practically wheezing. You felt the fresh breeze onto your face, but still, nothing changed.

You just felt this constant impending doom hang over your head, that no matter what you did, didn't go away.

You, were genuinely scared for your life.

Terrified, you plopped down on the sidewalk and just cried. You wanted to be saved, but you weren't sure if you could be.

You thought that this was the end.

It was only when you felt a warm hand rub your back that you caught your breath. You immediately knew it was your boyfriend, who came out worried for you. And thankfully, his worry for you helped suck you out of your spinning world