Duskwood canons

one last mission! part 3

(tw: violence! and you know all the gang stuff)
Jake's pov:
[before the disappearance]
I let out a sigh of relief knowing that Hannah is now safe and my job here is done. It was my time to leave, I had thought to leave as soon as I found Hannah but something, No,someone was holding me back, Mc.

I don't want to leave her if I did i feel like I'd lose myself again, it had been so long since i felt like my old self, I felt happy and laughed alone whenever I talked to her, she makes me forget all my worries and makes me feel safe and comforted, i read our last conversation, and realized I was the one texting like the real me.

Not the cold and intimidating hacker who everyone knew, it was the Jake that never had the government after him all the time, the one who didn't have to be so closed off all the time just to protect himself, the one who didn't have to distance himself from the people he loved and cared so dearly.

As much as I'd like to go back to that life I would never exchange Mc just for that life. I'd rather live in a world filled with troubles rather than a world without Mc.

She has this charm that makes me want to tell her everything, and just be Jake. I wished I had more time. I hate the fact I have to leave her but her safety is my priority.

I had to sacrifice alot of things just for Mc,but it'll be worth it if she's safe. I always thought that what if she came along with me? she would have to be in hiding with me and it'll ruin her terribly I can't risk that.

She might also get frustrated and possibly leave me and turn me in just for her safety,No Jake she would never do that stop overthinking!! and if I also left her she'll probably move on and be with another man.

I clenched my jaw at the thought of her with another man. Even when Phil flirted with her I felt like throwing my keyboard right at his face, pfft a womanizer for my Mc? No way!!
I want her.I want her for myself,I want her to smile because of me not because of another man, I want to be the one who will kiss those plump lips of hers, I want to be the one cuddling her to sleep and wake up next to her, I want to do the things like a normal man would do to the woman he loves,I want to be the one who she feels home when she's in my arms, but unfortunately it's impossible for me.

I know I feel like I'm overreacting about this but people do crazy things in love,besides it felt good letting out all those thoughts, maybe overreacting isn't so bad sometimes as long as it doesn't harm and calms you down.

I don't want to lose Mc,ever. Nor do i wanna leave Richy and Darkness,they've had my back since forever, they never left my side even after all the problems I had. I took my phone and texted them,it might be the last time I get to talk with them.

Jake: hey
Richy: jakey ma boi
Darkness: so you suddenly remember us? is Mc busy or sumthin
Jake: 😳 well I admit I like talking to Mc but I never had long conversations with her anyways because of you know who so I barely get to sleep broskis
Richy: don't worry bro we understand you wanna talk to Mc more
Darkness: he's joking we understand Jake
Jake: thanks guys
Jake: say...
When we write dice in paragraphs what do we call them?
Richy: hmmm idk wait
Darkness: Oh gosh no not again
Richy: ??
Richy: BISH
Jake: ✨PARADISE✨
Richy: that was good tho not gonna lie
Darkness: I could do better
Jake: You dare challenge me Ashton?(Darkness)
Darkness: What did the shark say after eating a clownfish?
Jake: it tastes a little funny( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Darkness: it tastes a little funny
Darkness: AYO YOU WANNA FIGHT (ง •̀_•́)ง
Jake: come at me bish (ง •̀_•́)ง
Richy: Lemme get my popcorn
Jake: xD anyways how are y'all
Darkness: it was alright just told another legend in the forum
Richy: IT WAS GREAT I GOT A CUSTOMER TODAY
Jake: 🧚‍♂️
Richy: 🧚‍♂️
Darkness: 🧚‍♂️
Jake: anyways I have to go now
Richy: awee mannnn😩😩 already!?!?
Darkness: I hate to say this but give us another joke before you leave💀
Darkness: