Once Again | l.yngyng [ON-GOING]

Letter 2

Dear Sandra,

It has been one week since you left. Life was hard, but it became worse when you left. Today, I got scolded by my father. He slapped me in my right cheek, saying "Just because of that girl, you're being pathetic!". What can I do? Since you left, you also brought a piece of myself and my heart.

Sandra, even if I want to forget you because I know that you will forget me, I can't. My heart screams your name. I want to follow you there but I know that I'll be selfish of me to take you back after I made you leave.

I'm very sorry Sandra for being coward. I'm sorry that I'm scared of losing you. I'll do whatever I need to be a better person for you and for myself. To be honest, I really miss you.

I miss you so bad. I miss seeing your smile every morning. I miss hearing your voice. I miss the scent of your hair. I miss you. I can't explain how much I am missing you. I love you

Still waiting for you,
Yangyang