a/n:
oh my gooodddd this book is so cliché
this is short but it's gonna get better soonnnnn
anyone else sick of themselves?
& i farted. be proud of me :)
billie eilish, november 1st
los angeles | CA
after my call with lilou i was deep in researching. after looking at many different websites and web links, it really consolidated my thoughts.
i don't think i would have a young headspace. whatever it is. well, i can't be sure if i've never actually regressed. i can't really set anything in stone without legitimately experiencing it.
i wondered if i should tell lilou.
but then decided quickly after to just keep it to myself for now until i start knowing myself better. speaking of the devil, a buzz beside me brought me out of my thoughts.
lilou roux <3
310-260-4716
hey so like wondering
do you wanna meet up?
like in person??
wait where do you live?
yup
im in santa monica
you're in highland park yeah?
omg!!!
ur so close to me wtf!!!!
you excited angel?
yes
very
i wanna see you in person
can i go to ur house???
i dont want u to come to my house
my brother would harass us
lmao for sure
i think my dad will be out on tuesday
do you wanna come then?
or is that too soon for you?
its not too soon at all
i'll have to ask my mom tmr tho
or more like tell her
i will weasel my way into coming somehow
lmao
if you can't go it's totally fine don't worry
lilou
i am coming tuesday
okay billie
roger that
liloouuuuuuu
yes baby?
can we call againnnn
im tired but i wanna see u again
bil its rlly late sweetheart
i knowww but i wanna seee uuuu
pleaseeee
okay
just for a little bit
YAYYYY
i quickly pressed the facetime button again and hunkered down in my bed, covering most of my body with my blankets. lilou answered, her room in complete darkness similarly to mine but i had a my phone lighting my face up. "hey," i pouted, "i can't even see your face"
lilou giggled as i heard her shuffling around, "im turning on my lamp give me a moment"
it flicked on and i could see her again. i grinned and wiggled more under the covers. lilou laid back down and just looked at me. "is this it? this all you wanted?" she asked me. "well yeah- but now that you're here i want you to talk to me" i said.
"what do you want me to talk about?" lilou asked. "uhm anything" i shrugged. "hm. let me think" she sighed rolling onto her back. i got comfy and waited.
"okay i'll tell you a funny story from when i was in middle school, okay?"
i nodded and waited for her to start, and may have closed my eyes. by the second sentence i was already drifting in and out of consciousness. her voice was just so nice to listen too.
"billie? are you falling asleep on me ma chérie?"
i mumbled something incoherent before her voice fully faded out from my ears.
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Ma Fille Chérie | Billie Eilish
Fanfiction(My darling girl) Billie Eilish, an newly founded musical artist gets a message from a fan. She quickly finds herself off into the deep end when she realises she's falling the local parisenne, who has a secret that could change her life. ᵈⁱˢᶜˡᵃⁱᵐᵉ...
