Ma Fille Chérie | Billie Eilish

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a/n:

thank you for 100 reads my loves!! 

covid lockdown has been giving me so much free time but im soon moving house so there will be a gap of no updating sorrryyyy :((

billie eilish, november 1st

los angeles | CA

i woke up the next morning feeling surprisingly refreshed. normally i wake up tired as hell. i yawned and stretched my legs under the blankets but froze when i felt something damp between my legs.

um.

that could be one of many things. 

scared, i quickly pulled back the covers and looked down to see what it was. it wasn't red which was a relief. it wasn't a big puddle which ruled out another thing. i sat up and pulled my large shirt out of the way to see better when my door suddenly opened.

i quickly dropped it and looked up. 

"good morning, love" my cheery mom walked in to open my blinds. "uh- hi mom" i said covering my legs up with the blanket. she turned her head to look at me. "why are you- oh! did i interrupt something?" she asked suggestively. 

"no! no, i wasn't, no" i quickly said holding a finger up to her. "okay, if you say so, but i'll leave just in case" she said walking out and shutting the door. "i wasn't!" i yelled after her. i could hear laugh down the hallway.

i rubbed my forehead and pushed the blankets back off my legs and opened them a little to see. i was wearing black underwear so i couldn't see much, so i hesitantly put my finger to the material. it was...sticky?

wait...

is that c-

my eyes widened. 

i did not-

 no. thats stupid. i couldn't of. 

i jumped out of bed and dropped my underwear to the floor. i examined myself and the thong on the floor. 

oh my god.

♡

i wrapped a towel around my body as i stepped out of the shower. my phone buzzed on the countertop. i walked over and peered down at my home screen. it was lilou.

l_roux
hey cutie
you awake yet?

as much i felt wrong for letting her do whatever the hell she was doing to me, i had to admit, i didn't hate it. i was just scared. 

wherearetheavacadoes
yeah
hi

l_roux
good morning <33
how'd you sleep?

wherearetheavacadoes
pretty good

l_roux
that's really good!
what're you up to?

wherearetheavacadoes
just got outta the shower

l_roux
again?
didnt you have one last night?
do you normally do that?

wherearetheavacadoes
no
i'm a lazy bitch
i normally just have one a night
sometimes a skip a day when i just can't be fucked
if i smell then i will
but sometimes i've done nothing so like i don't feel the need to

l_roux
then why did you have one?

wherearetheavacadoes
um i started my period

l_roux
uh huh, sure
remember you suck at lying billie

wherearetheavacadoes
can you not decipher me like a code

l_roux
lmfao
its my hidden talent

wherearetheavacadoes
haha
let me get dressed
i'll be back in a minute

l_roux
okay

i walked out of the bathroom holding my towel up over me with one hand, phone in the other. "billie, why do you have your phone in the bathroom?" my mom asked. "um i'm just texting people" i said walking towards my bedroom.

"yeah, lilou!" finneas called from his bedroom. "finneas! shut up!" i yelled. "whos lilou? is that the girl from france you were talking to yesterday?" mom asked. "yeah! billie's frothin' over her!" finneas yelled making my face turn dark red. 

"shut up!" i yelled back, my voice starting to waver in embarrassment. my mom could see what was happening, and what was going to happen. "finneas! enough!" she yelled. "aw poor billie's embarrassed" he teased. 

i heard his footsteps towards the door and it opened showing the cocky look spread across his face.  

"fin, what the fuck" my eyes had began to water, my face a dark crimson. his face fell. 

i turned from both my mom and my brother and walked into my bedroom slamming the door. 

"bil wait-"