Bitter Temptation ~ Steve Rogers

Chapter 22

(Y/N POV)
I spent half the night throwing up in the bathroom. Ended up falling asleep on the bathroom floor. At around 7am I woke up to Wanda shaking me. Her soft eyes filled with worry and sadness.

"Come on sweetie, let's get you into bed" she whispered motherly. I was exhausted so I hummed in agreement standing up while holding onto her.

I climbed into bed and she jumped in beside me. She stroked my hair calmly until I drifted off.

I woke up the second time to a loud knock on my door around 10am. Wanda must have drifted off too as she stirred beside me.

"Come in" I shout groggily.

My door opened and Thor walked in my room smiling. Me and Thor were good friends and I would train with him some days. His golden hair tied back into a bun and a sweet smile on his handsome face.

"Ahh good morning my most beloved assassin!" his voice and thick accent booming through my room.

Wanda groaned at his volume and turning away from him. I smile at her actions and tuck my knees up, placing my head on my knees.

"Oh hello little witch!" he chirped. I giggle at him, Thor never failed to make me smile.

"I assume your not accompanying me to training this morning?" he asks raising a brow.

"Not this morning Thor but your welcome to join us in watching Dirty Dancing if you want" I suggest.

Wanda chuckles muffled against the pillow.

"I'm not sure I want to know what that is" Thor laughs "I'll see later ladies. He leaves my room.

"I don't understand how you could be in his presence at this time in the morning, too loud" Wanda moans.

I laugh and turn on Dirty Dancing in the background she turns to face me. I snuggle back into bed.

"What happened last night y/n?" she asked worried.

I sigh and explain the whole situation to her and by the end she's gobsmacked and angry. I had to stop her from finding Steve and killing him. She is literally the most dangerous person I know.

After she'd calmed we lay in a commuting silence for a while. The only sound coming from my tv.

"I just feel so stupid, like how did I let myself end up here? " I finally speak up. She sighs before saying "It's not your fault hunny, he's responsible for his own actions". Course I know she's right but it's way to easy to blame yourself in these sort of situations.

"I know" I admit, "But it just hurts so much" my voice crackling slightly and my eyes tearing up.

"It's going to hurt for a while but then it'll get better trust me" Wanda attempts to console me.

"I don't know Wan, it's bad this time" I mumble. She gives me a sympathetic look and I know what she's going to say. I return her look and exhale.

"I'll be honest, it won't get better if your still here. Too many memories and you'll have to see him every day" she explains, sorrow lacing her voice. I just stare at her. Knowing she's right but hating it.
"You have to get out of her y/n" she finishes sadly.

"I know" I admit and I can feel the tears slowly falling down my cheeks. I don't want to leave but it's best. How can I move on being here. I just can't.....
She just stares at me silently crying as well.

"I'm going to miss your magical ass" I chuckle crying

"I'm gonna miss you keeping the boys in check, me and Nat are going to be overrun with testosterone" she jokes sniffling. We smile sadly at each other.