Criss- Crossed Love Affair (BokuAka)

Bokuto's POV

The last time I saw him was February 14... His boyfriend- if I only knew he's into the same gender, I should have... well, what could have I done? I mean... I am into girls, ain't I?

My confusion started when I stumbled upon him during that accident. After that, all I could do is think about him... Akaashi what have you done to me?

"You're so deep in thought, Bro. I ate all the onigiri in your plate" Kuroo said as he drank some apple juice.

"Nah... It's okay". I sighed.

The second time I saw him was in the comfort room... well with his boyfriend, Kenta? Kenpa? whatever his name is... Then I started stalking him every afternoon in the library.

I decided to break up with my girlfriend after Christmas for I don't know particular reason. I just felt like I needed to...

Then I focused all my attention to Akaashi... Kuroo, never understand why I wanted to stay behind after school hours. I never told him anyway.

I make sure that he wouldn't see me after his tutorial.

I've been doing this the past few months.. I never get tired, just seeing him even from afar makes my heart flip with joy.

Dammit!

I want to be closed to him, too. I am not usually the shy type but every time I'll try to approach him, I am getting flustered all of a sudden. So I let go of those chances...

I regret it... I regret not having the opportunity to talk to him... It's painful... Why am I getting hurt??? We are not even friends...

I wanted him in my life- Akaashi Keiji I want you to be mine.

However.... No matter how much I wanted to, I'll never ruin other people's relationship. I just wanted him to be happy.

"Bro... Come on!!! Suna, Atsumu and Osamu are waiting in the cafe... Stop spacing out!!!"

I am not really in the mood right now. I just wanted to sleep, e.... 😑 I'll definitely be in the mood if Akaashi is there though.

~Akaashi is there~
Wait.. he's really here.... Working as a waiter in this cafe!!! Just my luck!!!!! Yey!

Kuroo keeps on asking on the sudden change in my mood... I just said.. It's the effect of the coffee... 😉

"Next time, let's bring our girlfriends, okay?" Atsumu suggested.

"That's cool and all... But... I don't have one remember!" I scowled.

"Poor Brokuto.." Kuroo teaed.

"You don't have girlfriend either, Kuroo..." I smirked

"Dammit .. you're right!!! I should start looking for one, then."

"You ain't lucky with girls... you should at least try with guys 😉" Osamu said laughingly as he leaned on Suna's shoulder.

We all started laughing. The day has been completely fun especially that I have seen and glanced at Akaashi in his cute uniform. This is bad... really bad.... I am checking him out though I know he's already taken

🎶🎶
I wished I could have at least talk to him, but he's so distant to our group though we attend the same school- he remains so formal... Kuroo didn't even recognize him.

Akaashi Keiji, I really wanted you! But I can't... You're own by someone else already.... Should I let you go even if you're not mine in the first place?

What is this feeling?