Criss- Crossed Love Affair (BokuAka)

*SakuAtsu*

I felt a hand grabbed me and pinned me on the wall. I wasn't able to react quickly because he pushed himself towards my body as he slid his knee in between my legs.

I gasped. I stare at his eyes for a moment and looked away.  I turned my head a little.

"What.. What are.. you doing?" I asked as he continuously stare at my face like he's trying to abduct my soul....

"Let go of my hands...." I commanded.

He seems not to hear anything ...
"Kiyoomi, let-" I pleaded

"It's Omi...." he said firmly and tightly held my hands over my head.

"If you're mad because of what had happened, Kiyoomi.. Sorry for dragging you into a mess like that .. Just please ... let go of me now, Kiyoo-" He leaned in closer to my face and
"I said... it's Omi, right?!"

What's his deal?!?!
"I don't get it! You hate that nickname! You hate it every time I call you that.... then now... you're asking me to-" I bursted out.

"I don't... I don't hate it...." he let go of my hands and cornered me by putting them on the wall.

"I don't really get you, sometimes..." I replied as I looked at his bright red face.

Is he blushing?

He gazed at me and slowly placed his right hand into my cheek. I flinched a little...
"Hey.. What's your de-"

He slammed his lips into mine and I felt like melting... He battles with my tongue and win dominance over it.. He's exploring everything inside my mouth and I moan as I felt his hand inside my sweater and gently caressing my skin!!!

He breaks the kiss breathing heavily.
He stepped back a little.

I covered my lips with my palm and slowly catch my breathe while my other hand is fixing my clothes which crumpled up.... What the hell just happened? He... He kissed me...

We stare at each other for a moment until he averted his eyes and turned his back against me..

I couldn't process what just happened....

His tensioned shoulders relaxes as he let out a breathe. He is just standing there, his back facing me...

"Kiyo-" I said as I put my hands down from my face.

He faced me again with his usual facial expression- the uninterested with nothing one...

"I said... It's Omi, Tsumu...."

He called me... Tsumu..... My heart just flipped .... I almost collapse in the moment... that my feet gave up on me... He rushed towards me and assisted me as he put his arms around me.

I lowered my head and leaned on his chest ...

"Omi... I don't know... what to say.."

Silence..

"You know... I... don't really know what I am doing right now...." he replied nervously. "I just... don't want to see you like that..."

"Like what?" I replied without removing my head from his chest

"Lonely... I am not used to see you like that... If I could be the happiness you want, I will be willing to-"

I looked up at him, and trying to firmly stood on my own.... I break our contact and moved a little away so we can see each other face to face..

"What do you mean?" I asked

He slowly held my hand...
"I'll be willing to give it a shot... I'll try to make you happy, Tsumu..." he said as he held my left hand and give it a slight kiss.

I felt so warm... It's weird.. but I like the feeling of his touch... but I don't know how to respond to that.

I just smiled as he wiped the tears in my face.
"Omi- Omi...." I love you