Confusing

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I woke up feeling a strain in my neck. Oh... I slept in the couch.... I checked my phone in my pocket, it's 3:58am.

As I moved my head, I noticed someone sitting on the floor, his head buried on his knees and asleep I guess.

I slowly sat up and got down from the couch... I plopped down a little beside him.

Bokuto-san... I dreamt of him last night... I dreamt of having him by my side and he kissing me .... Could you actually fall for someone like me?

I stood and get the blanket from the bed.

I covered his body with it as I sat down beside him and carefully held his head and lean it on my shoulder.
I placed my hands on my knees and leaned on him, too.

I am falling for him, I just know it.... But I'm scared... So scared that he might not like me back... Will he leave me if he'll know?



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"A... Ak..Aka.. Akaashi..."

"Hmm.. Yes?" I said without opening my eyes.

"Why are you... sitting beside me? You slept on the couch right?"

"I transferred here.... because..
it's cold earlier..'"

"Ah... Not that I mind but we'll gonna be late.. you know"

My eyes opened widely as he said that..

I lifted my head and looked at him...
Few inches away from his face makes my face warm....I can't move... He is staring back at me....

"Bokuto-san..." I slowly said.

He's still staring at me like gazing up into my soul..

He seems to study my face...

"Akaashi..."

"I think we should get rea-"

"Can I... kiss you?" he mumbled.

I gulped... He slowly lean closer and...

I felt someone poking my face... so I opened my eyes...
"Akaashi.... Hey, are you up now?"

"Oh.. Kuroo-san..."

"Why are you two sleeping on the floor?"

Two? Oh... I looked on my left, Bokuto-san is still asleep on my shoulder ...

"So it's a dream...?"

"Dreaming, ei? Come on, We'll gonna be late to school... Wake that goofball up....' he said as he stood and waved his hand...
"I really wanna know why you two are sleeping together, though.... But that can wait" he teased.

I felt a sudden warmth in my face...

I looked at Bokuto-san again... Why would I dream like that? Am I really in love with him?

He slowly opened his eyes and stare at nothingness. His eyes are tired and he slowly turned his eyes on me.

"G..Goo..Good morning, Bokuto-san"

"Morning, Kaashi..."

"Let's... get up and... get ready so we won't be late..."

I stood up and folded the blanket.

"Why were you sleeping beside me? I thought you sleep on the couch?"

Wait ... he said that in the dream... would he kiss me? Would I agree? I mean should I...

I stepped backward a little.

"What? Did I do something?" he asked as he stood and yawn.

"No... Anyways, Good Lu-"

"I'm heading out. See you." he emotionlessly said.

I just stood there... Wait is he mad that I slept beside him... or he think thar his special someone would be offended?

I don't know what to feel... Why does it hurt?

Bokuto-san.. You confuse me every time....

I sighed and went out of the room to get some breakfast with the others and go to school.

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