Criss- Crossed Love Affair (BokuAka)

Rooftop

A lot of questions and confusion is running into my head right now.

Another headache came, as one of my classmates, Riku approached me after class.

"Ahmmm.. Hey, Akaashi..." She said as she looked away

"Yes?"

"I don't want to sound offensive, okay? You're bi right?"

"And?" I replied sounding a little offended still.

"Sorry... I know... you and Kenma just broke up... But .. would you like to try going out with me?" she said as she locked her eyes with mine

I was shock because of this confession.

"You are smart and responsible. And many of our classmates want to date you... So I take my chance to ask... What do you say?"

I don't really know how to respond... Should I try going out with a girl this time or....

"Think about it, okay?" she said as she waved goodbye.

I stood in the corridor... Thinking...

Would I go out with her even I am in love with someone else? I mean, I don't want to hurt anyone...

I should tell her so she wouldn't assume anything.....

"Right!" I mumbled as I walked going back to the classroom.

Bokuto's POV
Kuroo knocked my senses back during the last time we talked..

I better talk things out with Akaashi, instead of avoiding him... I'll just admit everything! I don't want to lose Akaashi for any damn, stupid reason...

Besides .... I want to personally thank him for teaching me and helping me passed all my subjects during the last exams...

So I decided to go see him today...

"But .. would you like to try going out with me?" a girl said to.... Akaashi...

"You are smart and responsible. And many of our classmates want to date you... So I take my chance to ask... What do you say?"

Of course... girls would go crazy for him... He is so perfect...

"Think about it, okay?"
Then she left ...

I hid myself and watched Akaashi.. He's thinking ... Is he thinking of going out with her?

I grab my phone and texted him when he entered his classroom.

"Akaashi."

He quickly replied
"Bokuto-san.. Finally!"

"Just wanna say thank you for tutoring me." I replied

"It's nothing... Can we talk personally, Bokuto-san?"

Should I agree?

"Sure. Meet me at the gate"

"Okay, I'll just grab my stuff."

I sighed.. Is this the right thing to do? But if I don't, I'm gonna lose my chance... I exhaled. I can do this!

"Hey, Riku.." wait that's Akaashi, right?

"Yes, Akaashi?"

"About what you said earlier... I am sure that I don't have to think about it... I am flattered about the compliments you gave me... That makes me glad-"

I couldn't hear anything .... I run away going upstairs... I couldn't blame Akaashi for that.... He deserves someone better who could love him..

I run until someone held my left arm pulling me to a stop.. I looked at him, the blurry image of Akaashi...

"Bo...ku..to- san.. wait.. Please. I've been calling... you... trying... to make... you . stop..."

I looked down.
"Leave me alone..."

"NO!!!! I PROMISED YOU, REMEMBER! I PROMISED NOT TO LEAVE NO MATTER HOW IT HURTS! I'LL STAY NO MATTER WHAT!" He loudly said as I lift my head up.

Using his other hand, he wiped the tears I didn't know is pouring down.
"Come on, stop running away from me, Bokuto-san...."

"I... I've been too much of a burden already.."

"What? No, You are not.."

"I want to be alone... Just let me be..." As I shook his hand off and run to the rooftop...

I felt the cold breeze into my face. Still in tears... I could feel the pain within me... I should have known... that loving someone would always hurt... Knowing he haven't moved on with Kenma, almost tortures me... That hurts a lot... Then now, he got admirers all over the place who is smarter, and better... What chance do I have?

I know this might happen, I told Kuroo so many times .... that he can't love someone like me, but he pushed me still .... And it hurts more now...

I guess, it's better pushing him away so I'll no longer feel so much pain inside me .... Akaashi... It hurts a lot ...

I just stood there for few minutes until I felt a warm embrace from my back..

I felt tears into my uniform.
"Please...Bokuto-san... Don't push me away... I.. just wanted.. to talk..." Akaashi is right here right now....

Should I... take this chance to....

I faced him, held his cheeks with both of my hands, gently caressed his face, and slowly kissed him....