Criss- Crossed Love Affair (BokuAka)

F.r.i.e.n.d.s.

Since April, I started to work at this cafe during weekend. I am literally doing my best to save money since I started High School..

I have to pay for everything since I live alone in an apartment. Honestly, it is not an easy thing... but being with myself alone all this time, I have been used to it.

The half of my earnings in my tutorial services go directly to my apartment and groceries, and the other half to my savings.

Working like this burns me out. But I don't have any choice, do I? I mean..
my father abandoned me when I was still in my Mom's womb, and then my Mom left me in an orphanage when I was 8. Some good parents ei... I never knew my father, all I knew is that I am using his surname and his name is Kyoujuro.... Akaashi Kyuojuro...

Once, when I was 15, still in middle school, I search the internet for someone with the name Akaashi Kyuojuro.... That was the worst mistake I ever done!

He's a rich man in his early 40's... he's in the business industry. But.. nothing mentions about having a wife and a son... Rich people!!!!! I hate that I was born with his flesh and blood..

How do I know it was him? Well, I am his splitting image! It's like looking at a mirror and looking at my future self!

That is the same time I started hating them- their kinds. They're manipulative and selfish! I live all alone and he is having his comfortable life!!! He has a suffering son working since 10..... he's.... a terrible person!

Dammit, I am crying again...

I looked at the ceiling of my small room.

I still have my classes today. I checked the time... It's 4:48am. Better start the day right.

Since Kenma and I official dated, we've been closer even more. I just love this feeling. 💓

I prepared bento for us today (honestly, I prepare it everyday) and I am totally motivated to make him smile....

~At school~
The usual happens.. We all hang out and went home. This has been the routine lately like I care.. At least there's no dramas.

Noya is so happy though since Asahi has transfered to the apartment next to his so yeah... He's happier and hyper.

We just heard that Ushijima- san is dating one of the second years too, Tendo I guess. Like they are best friends so no wonder about that. At least he moved on, right?

He oftentimes greet me with a nod. I don't go friendly friendly with rich people, but I am starting to distinguish them now. Guess that's my new skill 😉

Nothing much really happened lately.. Honestly, we're just waiting for this school year to end and start anew.

"Kenma..."

"Mmmm..."

"I love you..."

He smiled... "That's out of nowhere, Keiji... But.. I'll always love you..."

I love this small talk every time..

"I wish Asahi is here, too.. Probably, we'll always have our double date and making out sessions..."

"HEY!" we both shouted.

"Bleeh. hahahaha" Noya just laughed.

Our little friendship started to grow and be more fun... I love these two.