9/25/21
I feel like Damien and Micah are going to leave, Maddy will leave, Lily will leave, Aedhon will leave, Faith will leave. They will all leave someday. I see it coming soon. Everyone going on with their days, having the time of their lives while im stuck, stuck in the same loop, stuck in the past. Forever and forever. Everyone leaves and I will be left behind. It always happens, everyone leaves me. They are already going away.
Damien acts like me talking about ending the rp soon is such a big surprise, he says its his way to cope when things are stress, i have that reason to but... He doesn't understand that I am only assuming the rp will end is because no one is roleplaying as much anymore, he and micah are usually busy being happy together, aedhon is usually asleep or being responsible. I don't have much friends to keep me distracted while im bored so i usually just waste away my mind playing games or watching t.v
Everyone is happy, everyone else can do what they want, everyone is having fun and moving on with their lives. And I am just stuck, I am always stuck. I will be abandoned, forgotten once again.
That is ok though, I am fine. I am not good at living my own life anyway. I prefer to just roleplay, play videogames...draw...forget i exist.
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SonstigesI was first going to make this for someone special..., so in somewhat they wouldn't be alone when telling their feelings...I don't think they actually needs that from me though...but still I kind of also think this would help me out as well, especia...
