12/29/21
wo...I haven't updated in a while...
Lonely is terrible damn feeling. everyone is slowly fading away I can feel it, almighty said hes taking a break from the wiki but quite obviously he lied about that..i mean it just my paranoia, he doesn't answer my text either so maybe...he was taking a break from bein my friend, i mean its not surprising...but the post i made just confirmed he kind of lied. He did say i was a work to be around.
squid isnt online...i mean i know why it just feels so empty, and cerise is here...talks to us in text but seems to be relating more with nightmare then me, maybe i am slowly disapearing from the picture, and its clear all my former friends still talk to eachother...just they leave me out of it. im being left out again, all over again, being left behind no matter how hard i try its always so clear people just dont want me around...my birthday tomorrow to and no one is here to stay or talk with me. nothing feels the same anymore! people are happier without me...and that realization hurts so much... i will just roleplay till i pass out. goddamnit my chest hurts.
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My secrets that are not really secret.
RandomI was first going to make this for someone special..., so in somewhat they wouldn't be alone when telling their feelings...I don't think they actually needs that from me though...but still I kind of also think this would help me out as well, especia...
