11/17/21
I think i got an abandonment issue, idk i say this because im sitting here now rethinking my decision to talk to my friend again. Not because I want to leave them but because the bad thoughts in my head are wondering what was the point.
I don't know why i expected something different. but I still have that feeling, nothing change. That silent, lonely, small feeling. Oh well...I will just have to deal with it. I gotta stop being so clingy and paranoid, im so annoying because of it...I just...need to keep it in my head and move on. I shouldn't be upset, its not fair to my friends to be upset.
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RandomI was first going to make this for someone special..., so in somewhat they wouldn't be alone when telling their feelings...I don't think they actually needs that from me though...but still I kind of also think this would help me out as well, especia...
