10/11/21
Ok like, something wrong with me...either it is because of something that I have or its because of something else. I mean wrong by...I always been wrong. But I just began noticing it. Like my life just feels so fucking worthless, bland, pointless. Usually I know this but I will forget about...or I just would tune those thoughts out of my head (going on autopilot) but now I just been noticing it. Everyday, is the same fucking thing. Go home, eat, sleep, dishes, go to school, go home, eat sleep, dishes and repeat. I can't stand it. There is nothing, my life is nothing, its so bland. There is nothing for me...and all my friends, I want something, I need something or someone to make me feel not so bland anymore. Even my online friends, and real life friends are moving on, living the best life. And I am stuck. I am forever going to be stuck and it wont change. I hate noticing this stuff, I hate it...and for some reason I can't remove the thoughts anymore. I can't go back on autopilot.
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Ngẫu nhiênI was first going to make this for someone special..., so in somewhat they wouldn't be alone when telling their feelings...I don't think they actually needs that from me though...but still I kind of also think this would help me out as well, especia...
