Reassurance.

Chapter twenty two.

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Zara's POV

I smile at Jamie and then relax back into my sun lounger as Calvin Harris' 'drinking from the bottle' plays through our surround sound around the pool. Instead of drifting into a sleep I smile and watch Luca, Adam and the boys, some of them in the pool and others dancing around the bar. I look around and thank God silently for giving me such a privelidged lifestyle to live.

My phone buzzes and I pick it up to answer it.

"Hey Jess." I say into the phone.

"Hey gorgeous, how are you?"

"Im good thanks, you?"

"Im alright, Bens leaving today and its upsetting."

"Oh I forgot make sure you say bye to him and I hope you're okay babe."

"Yeah, ill be okay. Anyway, just to let you know, Kendall is having a party tomorrow night if you're up for it? She invited us and Dani and Emma are going and meeting us there."

Dani and Emma were mine and Jess' other two friends, we were all a tight knit group but no body could find a bond like Jess and I. I thought about the party, if i still felt shit like this there was no way I was going.

"Sounds good but I feel shit today, if I still feel like this tomorrow I dont know if ill be up to it."

"Yeah whatever Zara. Like you would ever turn down a party." Jess giggled to herself.

"True. Okay i'll dose up on tablets. If you pick up Emma and Dani and be at mine at half 5 to get ready yeah?"

"Okay bitch, see you tomorrow!"

I hung up. This was going to be a good weekend. Tonight I got to see my parents again after months of them doing my mothers promo shoots for her Autumn line, my father was photographing shoots of celebrities for Glamour magazine and also my mother personal fashion magazine called 'Carla Hepburn, My fashion empire.' Then tomorrow I had Kendall's party and Sunday was a nice day for me to relax and prepare myself for my date with Jamie.

I pulled off the top I was wearing over my bikini and lay back into my lounger ready to gain a tan. I felt happy.