I miss u. I miss everything.
I want you to be happy.
I hope, you'll find some lovely accomplished girl, who will adore you, and make a fine mistress for your fine house.
But... honestly, I want to be that girl.
I will care for you, and I'll love you tremendously, and live and die for you. I know I will.
But, I'm homely and awkward and odd and you'd be ashamed of me.
So if I were a girl in a book, this would all be so easy.
And I knew I was nobody to wish for something as beautiful as that.
I know, but still... I'm angry nearly every day of my life.
I've made so many resolutions and written sad notes, but it just doesn't seem to help.I love you, so much. So so much.
But, honestly... I care more to be loved. I want to be loved.
And I know that's not the same as loving.I fell in love. With you.
Repeatedly.
Every single day.And... I'm greedy.
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Mate in You
RomanceIni sekedar tulisan dari hati kecilku yang ingin kubagi pada kalian. Tentang jiwaku yang terombang - ambing. Tentang penatku dalam larik sederhana. Juga tentang tumpahan perasaan yang tak mampu kuutarakan dalam lisan.