Sthe
I got off the phone with Ndoh but something sounded off about her she wasnt herself she sounded distant and evasive. Maybe its my imagination. I called the cellphone company to see if they could send me records of her cellphone, maybe some idiot wamshela( proposed her) at the mall and now shes gone to meet him. " stop it Sthe you getting too involved" i told myself. I hate feeling so weak for a woman especially a woman who can turn my life and everything i worked for upside down. This is mom's fault why do we have to kill Ndoh i mean she completely clueless that she is Nomzamo Khumalo daughter of a mining tycoon. She grew up not knowing her family shCe was livings a servants life instead of living like royalty. No i cant allow myself to catch feelings like this shit! A job needs to be done and its best i kill her before this gets out of hand. Would i be really able to pull the trigger on her when these feelings are so strong. Fuck that im not about to let some woman mess up our plans mom is right i need to focus. Tonight i have to get rid of her!! My phone rang it was my mom. I answered.
Me: ya Ma ithini( whats up)
Mom: ey wena dont talk to me like that. Listen i need to go see that doctor friend of mine i ran out of drugs for your dad you know how he gets when hes not sedated.
Me: yeah so?
Mom: i need you to come watch him. Are with that little trash of yours.
Me: dont call her that! You know nothing about her!
Mom: dont take that tone with me ill slap you to hell and back! Is she really that good you would disrepect me like that.
Me:ngyaxolisa( im sorry) ill be there soon. And no shes not with me.
Mom: oh okay i assumed she went out to you. Do you have her followed. We dont want anyone whispering things to her as long as she stays in the dark the better.
Me: no but i do have a tracker in her cellphone.
Mom: good and listen Sthe i think we have to get rid of her now especially since we cant find Menzis body so rather safe than sorry.
Me: okay ma ill do it tonight.
Mom: why so soon trouble in paradise?? Yini uyabanda( is she not good in bed)
Me: listen im not in the mood for this.
Mom: okay bye make mommy proud after you are done burn that bitch to ashes. I dont know when that old fool will sign everything to me hes stubborn even when sedated nxa. I just ended the call really wasnt in the mood to listen to my moms ranting and raving. I finished up what i was doing and left. I have no choice if she lives she could destroy me.
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My whole world felt like it was crashing. Why do i have such bad luck . I didnt even realise when the cab stopped outside the house at least Menzi had paid so i just got out and went in. Suddenly i didnt feel safe anymore. My heart was no longer at ease. I wonder why they would invite me in their house and not kill me. I was wishing i dont run into anyone especially Sthe. How does Menzi expect me to pretend i know nothing how does he expect me to quietly sleep next to a man who might be planning my murder. No Menzi was wrong Sthe cant be a murderer sure his mom is annoying but i dont think they are capable of such cruelty what have i ever done to them. It was important now more than ever that i remember who i am maybe that will reveal the key to why do they want from me. I was still in my train of thoughts when Sthe walked in. His eyes so sad. I jumped up in shock.
Me:Sthe?? Your here.
Sthe: were you expecting someone else? He smiled. I also tried to fake a smile but i couldnt.
Sthe: are you ok my love? How was your lunch date.
Me: it was fine. Let me go shower. I said that to avoid being around him.
Sthe: okay. I undressed took a towel and went to the bathroom. I just opened the shower and got in let the water run its course on my body i cried so hard i cried like ive never cried. Why did he make me fall in love with him. Why did he make love to me like that he should have just killed me. How do i sleep at night not knowing whether i will live to see the next day. As i was crying Sthe just appeared.
Sthe: babe whats wrong i can hear you crying. I just continued to cry i didnt have the strength to pretend as if im fine. I wept under that shower, he got in fully clothed and just held me didnt say a word being in his arms felt like it was all a lie the water was gushing all over Sthe now wet. He just said im sorry. How did he know what i was feeling how could he hold me like this when he is planning my death. He cupped my face i looked straight into his eyes they were so sad his face was wet from the water but i could tell he too was crying . He said im sorry one more time before he kissed me. No Menzi is lying my Sthe isnt a killer he loves me its all in the way he touches me the way he looks at me, He took off his now soaking wet clothes and we stood in the shower body to body, soul to soul no one spoke we just hugged ne on his chest listening to his heartbeat. I held on for dear life. I dont what happened but i found myself saying "Please dont kill me?" He never answered or maybe he didnt hear me but he just held me tighter.
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