Chapter 34

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I woke up in Sihle's arms the poor guy gently let me down he told me he was in no rush to be physical until im actually ready and not just horny.  Azokmangaza shame amanye amadoda( some men will amaze you). I got up from the bed and went to the bathroom when i came back he was now awake.
Me: im sorry did i wake you?
Sihle: its a good thing you did how long have we been  sleeping it feels like its been hours. I laughed.
Me: actually it has been hours 6 hours to be exact the time is now around 4pm.
Sihle: what?!  Ai babe ungenzeni( what did you do to me) ive never slept so soundly i guess you girls are having a good influence on me. He smiled i smiled back.
Me: you inlove with the idea of a baby girl ne?
Sihle: they are just so cute i cant resist can i ask you a favour?  And if you not comfortable please dont be shy to tell me.
Me: what is it baby?
Sihle: if possible can i come with you on your next check up. I smiled.
Me: of course you can come why would i be uncomfortable having someone holding my hand and sharing my excitement. He looked relieved.
Sihle: thank goodness babe now can we go sit in the lounge i dont want your dad finding out about us like this. In a sense i understood his point of view after all my dad was his boss and him coming out of my bedroom in his house would look so disrepectful if my dad were to see us.  He went to go wash his face and came back and we went to the kitchen i wanted to make something for him to eat before he left.
Sihle: babe i love your nurturing nature this baby is so lucky to have you as a mom. I kissed him on the cheek he knew how to say all the right words.  I prepared dinner my dad arrived with two of his friends. They greeted us and dad gave he that questioning look like what is going on here.
Me: Sihle was in the neighborhood and decided to drop by and say hi.
Dad: oh okay Madlala?  Unjani( how are you)
Sihle: ngyaphila bab'Khumalo wena unjani( im fine thanks and you)
Dad: im doing well, come join us on the patio while  we discuss a few things my baby please bring us some light snacks and take out my best whiskey.
Me: ok baba will do what do you feel like having for supper?
Dad: honestly i want to get some chinese take outs so please dont trouble yourself tonight you hear?
Me: ok baba.  With that he made his way to the patio followed by Sihle who winked at me he knew we dodged a bullet this time. I made some finger snacks went to go get the whiskey in the study then went back to the kitchen. I was busy putting the snacks  on a tray when Sihle came in and hugged me from behind and gave me a great big kiss on my neck.
Me: udlala ngomlilo yazi babe( you're playing with fire) what if ubaba catches us.
Sihle: for you I'd  walk on hot coal. This man though.  I turned around and gave him a kiss on the lips before giving him the tray and chasing him out.  We were both laughing. I felt loved  with Sihle around like i really matter he saw me as someone worth it i mean here i was expecting another man's baby yet he fell for the both of us but what hurt me is no matter i try to forget about Menzi i cant its like that idiot is etched on my heart.  Why did i fall so hard for him now it was mission impossible to get him out of my system and Sihle doesn't deserve this.

Menzi

I dont understand what the hell is going on with me its like something takes over my body and does things i wouldn't normally do. Theres something about Zoe that i just cant say no to her no matter if i try. Have i always been in love with  her? So Nomzamo has just let me go just like that. Who can blame her i acted like a total jerk towards her she didn't  deserve this.  Why am i even staying here?  I got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower Zoe was out shopping again i swear that woman goes through money like she goes through marshmallows. After my shower i lotioned up and got dress in some tracksuits all my clothes were a mess Zoe barely cooked or washed laundry or even kept the house clean all she knew how to do and do it well was to spend my money sometimes  i wonder how i chose her over Nomzamo. I wrote her a note telling her id be back im going to see Nelly. I called a cab and left to go wait for it since Zoe was using my car. The cab arrived after 30 minutes  damn i hated waiting anyway i gave the driver the directions to the house. When we arrived i payed him and went in the house.
Me: hello  anybody home. Silence.
" Nelly! " she came rushing out in a gown i guess she was sleeping, she looked shocked to see me.
Nelly: aibo Bhuti nguwe lo( bro is that really you )
Me: yebo Nelz unjani?  Ive missed you.  She ran and hugged me and started crying.
Nelly: I've missed you to bhut wam how have you been you look a mess.  Hee trust Nelly to tell it like it is.
Me: i been good hey and you how are you?  And hows Nomzamo?  She kept quiet and looked away.
Me: Nelly? What's wrong?
Nelly: bhuti i dont know how to say this...
Me: khuluma Nelly!(talk Nelly )
Nelly: i think usisi has fallen for someone else.  I saw her leave her housewarming party with him.
As soon as she said that i felt pain in my chest i clutched my chest the pain was unbearable. I sat down a bit.
Nelly: are you okay? You look flustered.
Me: im fine Nelly,  i took a deeo breath i can't imagine uZamo wam with another man but what can i do i brought this on myself and now i guess I've lost her. Zoe was God's punishment for cheating on my precious love.
Nelly: bhuti how could you treat sisNomzamo like this after figthingso hard for her love? How could you left her go through all this pain when shes pregnant... She kept quiet as if she said something she shouldnt have.
Me: what did you just say?
Nelly: nothing you would care about why dont you go to you little mistress.
Me: dammit Nelly dont try me i swear to God i have no patience for bull right now!  Tell me! Is my Zamo carrying my baby?!
Nelly: yes but she begged me not to tell you so awuyivanga ngam( you didn't hear it from me). Honestly a flood of emotions came over me, anger mostly at myself,  shame for what ive done ngazizwa ngimunyanya uZoe( i felt disgusted by Zoe). How could i let Nomzamo go through this alone how could i leave her when she needed me the most. I have to call her.
Me: Nelly please call Zamo on your phone i know she wont answer my call not after what i did.
Nelly: wenze ntoni? (what did you do)
Me: i told her to leave me the hell alone.  I looked down feeling ashamed.
Nelly: heee ai bakuloyile soze uve.
Me: can you make that call yeke ukqina.
Nelly: fine.  She  went to go get her phone and came back and dialled her number and gave me the phone ,  it rang for a while until she answered.
Nomzamo: hey sweety missing me? I kept quiet she sounded so happy.
Nomzamo: Nelz?
Me: Zamo?  Sthandwa sam its me.
Nomzamo: Menzi?!  Ufunani kimi( what do you want from me) does your girlfriend know you calling me again.
Me: baby please...
Nomzamo: dont you ever call me that ever again yangizwa( you hear) you gave up that right the moment you slept with that woman!  I've  never heard Nomzamo so angry or even raising her voice not only was she angry but she was mad as hell.
Me: Nomzamo please i know i did you wrong i want to make things right. I owe it to my child.  When i said that she kept quiet for the longest time.
Me: Zamo?
Nomzamo: who told you?! 
Me: does that matter? Nomzamo you are carrying my child and you didnt see the need to tell me.
Nomzamo: if you would have raised your head from between that womans thighs long enough then i would have been able to tell you. I dont need you anymore Menzi get the hell out of my life!!! She hung up.
Me: Nelly give me Zamo's address im going over there. She wrote it down for me. " oh and please borrow me you car". She did as i asked and with that i took the address and went to her car and drove like a mad man to Zamo's place. I cant lose my woman like this not when she carrying my blood that fool she thinks can replace me has a surprise waiting for him. I got the driveway of the house.  I must say the house was exquisite. I parked my car and headed straight for the door and knocked frantically i didnt care even if the neighbors heard me.

Nomzamo

Yazi i was so annoyed by Menzi's call i didnt even know what to do with myself and now some mad person was knocking on my door like hes being chased nxa.  I dragged my feet to go open the door.  As soon as i opened the door i saw Menzi yazi ngabhoreka( i got bored). He looked a mess like he hadnt shaved in weeks his and he had let his hair grow nje he looked like a mad person it took me back seeing him like this but i wont let my guard down for him.
Me:  Menzi what the hell are you doing here?!
Menzi:is your dad around?
Me: no and ngibuze ukuthi ufunani la?!! ( i asked what do want here)
Menzi: ngifuna wena( i want you). Mcm he must have lost what  was left of his mind. I tried closing his door on his face but he jammed it with his foot and forced his way in.
Me: Menzi get the hell out before i call the police!!!
Menzi: Nomzamo ungowami wena( you are mine) im not going anywhere i love you babe. Before i could response he closed  the door behind him and grabbed and placed me against the door and he started kissing me passionately his hands all over my body. I tried to push him away but i was weak against him damn this man i hated the effect he had on me.  He squeezed my breasts i let him there was no fighting him now my body was ready and willing such betrayal by my body my goodness. He brushed my thigh his hand moving up until he reached my nunu i felt his hand rest on it he stopped and looked at me.
Menzi: Zamo wena ungowami( you are mine). Ai ke this man uqedile ngami i let nature take its course.

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