I wont lie it felt good to Menzi all over me like that and every part of me wanted to go further but how can i forget the pain he's caused me how can he come in here and act like he didn't shatter my heart to pieces as soon as i started thinking all these things i got turned off. I mean why was he here in the first place where was his little girlfriend mcm i pushed him away. He looked surprised the poor guy was so turned on he could hardly contain himself. I walked over to the kitchen to get some water i needed it, i hate effect Menzi had on me but the bus stops here. He left me without even a second thought and now he's here telling me im his and like a fool i let my guard down uyanya shame. He came in looking like some injured dog he was hot and bothered and really i couldn't care Menzi has trampled my heart for the last time.
Menzi: Zamo babe please im so sorry for everything ive done to you.
Me: lalela Menzi before you tell me about your im sorry this im sorry that tell me one thing is it Pamela?
Menzi: what?
Me: you heard me is it Pamela na the woman you left me for is it her?! He looked down and kept quiet aa if he was thinking about his answer.
Me: answer me!!!
Menzi: babe please yehlisa umoya ( calm down)
Me: dont tell me to fucken calm down its either you tell me the truth or get the hell out of my house and go back to your live in tramp. I have never been so angry at Menzi and seeing him and his lying mouth just made it worse.
Menzi: ok yes it is her but her name is not Pamela its Zoe. The name sounded familiar.
Me: Zoe wakuphi( from where)
Menzi: remember when we were nursing you at my house after we took you from the hospital?
Me: yes?
Menzi: she is the one you heard me arguing with. He looked down and suddenly it made sense to me.
Me: so the time she came to the house you were already sleeping with her?! He kept quiet.
Me: phendula Menzi!! (answer me)
Menzi: yes but babe i can explain...
Me: explain what exactly how you made a fool out of me? How i treated your little whore like a guest making her food and refreshments? Im sure you two had a good laugh about what a fool i am. You know what get out!
Menzi: Zamo...
Me: GET OUT!!! I threw the glass i was holding at him, he ducked he must thank his ancestors nxa. He got up in a hurry and left i went behind him and locked the door behind him and just sank to the floor i began to cry damn you Menzi Ngema damn you! I started to feel pain in my abdomen and i tried to calm myself but i couldn't i felt so defeated. Have you ever loved someone so much that when they do something to hurt you its like they ripped your heart out of your chest. Not only did he hurt me, he made a fool out of me. The pain was getting worse i tried to get up and get my phone it was a struggle but i eventually got it. I dialled Sihle it rang for a while until he picked up.
Sihle: babe wam im in a meeting can i call you back.
Me: Sihle im in pain, the baby my tummy...
Sihle: baby calm down ill be right there please take deep breaths whatever that has upset you dont think about it. Ill be right over. He hung up. The pain was unbearable i started to pray. I cant lose this baby not again please God protect my baby. I was still crying and praying when i heard a knock and someone trying to get in. I forced myself once more to go and open as soon as i did Sihle came and held me up to his car and we rushed to the hospital, we arrived and took me to casualty they hooked me up to some machines the nurse looked worried she asked how far along i was i told her 19 weeks. My gynaecologist had to be called and she came took some bloods and did a sonar. I couldnt read her face and that was a scary thing for me. Sihle was by mind side squeezing my hand he was just as worried. After she was done she ordered the nurse to give me something for pain " ill write down some Diazapem to calm her down as a stat dose, her anxiety is making the situation worse." She looked at me.
Dr Gosai: Nomzamo my dear please calm down your blood pressure is very high but youll get meds for that in just a few and also for pain so please relax.
Me: doctor my baby? Is my baby okay?
Dr Gosai: you and your baby will be fine she looked at Sihle." are you the father?" USihle wabheka mina as if waiting for my permission to answer. I nodded.
Sihle: yes doctor i am the father.
Dr Gosia: can i talk to you for a second its nothing to worry about Nomzamo but im admitting you so ill need him to fill out a few things.
Me: ok doctor. They left and the nurse came with my medication including an injection oh gosh i cringed.
