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with the results of the dna test pending, the atmosphere didn't feel too much lighter. not until that was all sorted out, there was no guarantee that anyone would be able to relax, especially louis. but whatever the result may be, at least he'll know what he decides to do afterwards will be the right thing to do, and he won't feel the least bit bad or guilty. all he can really do as of now is to wait and see, hoping for the best out of this twisted situation.

putting that aside for now, there is only around two weeks left before the family went on their annual summer family vacation, and despite all the crap going on at the moment, everything had already been set up and nothing was going to prevent them from going otherwise—unless it's an absolute emergency. liam being the perfectionist he is, already has all his things that he's taking packed, whilst everyone else are no doubt going to wait until the last minute to get their shit packed, like they do every single year. aside from harry who normally waits two days prior.

thank god he didn't turn out like his lazy brothers—or his dad either.

which speaking of the brunette, after not seeing him for a whole week, the teen finally got to invite mitch over—much to zayn's dismay—to hang out. the couple now at the end of their third month together, and it's surprisingly going well. in spite of the doubts harry had at first about him, mitch is a really nice guy. he never pressures harry to do anything he's not comfortable doing, he is patient and considerate.

not to mention he's fun to be around and he gets along with the family (except for zayn who's always giving him this 'i will kill you some day' look) but other than that, he meshes well with everyone else. and even though harry tends to be a little childish sometimes, mitch can accommodate to it and he never judges him for it. one of the main reasons why harry started to become fully comfortable with the boy, he never felt like he needed to change the way he is around him—at the beginning he did, but his trust has been steadily growing since.

he is just so sweet, and cute, and he makes harry laugh, and he's always a pleasure to have around when harry's feeling lonely. he even makes harry feel a little excited, sometimes perhaps a bit too excited and maybe even a bit tingly whenever they share a kiss or a simple touch. but that's completely normal, he's a teenager with uncontrollable hormones and sometimes confusing and uncontrollable emotions. however, he's never thought to or have had the courage to act upon those urges. he's still young and inexperienced and still kind of shaken from the incident with the last boy who showed 'interest' in him.

however this time he knows that it's different. mitch is different. he doesn't feel intimidated, or pressured or scared. this time he actually feels curious about what being touched feels like...or what it would feel like to touch someone else. and he doesn't feel wary or repulsed by mitch's touch like he had with that other guy. it actually felt really nice... but he shouldn't be thinking those things! it's wrong and he knows he's not allowed to do those things! because if he did and zayn ever found out, he would probably be locked away forever—much like rapunzel was—and never be allowed to see the daylight.

but even that doesn't stop him from wanting to know...wanting to try. besides, it's no secret that louis or niall have been doing much worse things with their significant others that harry hasn't even dreamed of doing right now. zayn didn't get super pissed at louis what what he'd done either. so maybe it wouldn't be such a bad thing if he just dabbled in it a little... experience it just a little... right?

the curiosity has started to eat away at his brain again.

those are the thoughts invading his mind as he sits in mitch's lap, their lips currently molded together in a kiss. the older boy's hands rested on his lower back for most of the time. that's normally all they do, never venturing further than just a kiss here and there. and mitch's hands tended to wander a lot, which is ultimately what makes harry break away from the kiss and shift and squirm in his lap. mitch pauses, looking at the younger boy with concern.

"i'm sorry, is the touching making you uncomfortable?" he asks. he knows he has this bad habit at getting somewhat handsy with the boy—he's so soft and warm, very touchable—but he does his best not to cross any boundaries. harry shakes his head, although giving him an apprehensive look.

"no, it's okay." he answers. mitch brushes his hand through harry's curls, petting him gently.

"what's wrong?"

"nothing, it's just, i.." he trails off, making the older boy tilts his head slightly, scratching harry's scalp affectionately.

"i'm not trying to take it any further than this if that's what's bothering you." mitch tells him. the green eyed boy nods, chewing on his lip nervously.

"i know, but w-what if i want to?" he asks, his cheeks heating up at the mere thought of it. mitch raises an eyebrow at him, unsure.

"really?" he asks. harry nods slowly. "do you wanna do that because you think it's what i want or is it something you want?" the older boy questions, not wanting him to feel as though he should force himself to do more for his sake.

"i-i do.. want to do other things.. with you." harry says shyly, keeping his voice low and soft—even though zayn isn't here to eavesdrop on them like he definitely already does. but someone might hear them if he speaks too loud and he doesn't want that.

"yeah, other things like what?"

harry shrugs, turning even redder. god why was this so embarrassing to talk about? he thought he was embarrassed talking to his dad about sexual things, but now he feels just as bad—if not worse with mitch. the boy is his first boyfriend, first relationship in general, so he's beyond nervous. harry leans in towards his boyfriend's ear, too shy to say it aloud, so he whispers to him.

"blowjob..." he trails off, before leaning away and biting at the tip of his index finger as he waits for a reply. mitch is a bit taken aback, but brings his hand up to cup the boy's chin in his palm, staring into his eyes.

"is that what you want?" he asks.

"i...wanna do it to you." harry replies, blushing.

"are you sure?" mitch asks. harry nods again without hesitation.

"i'm sure. but, i don't wanna do it.. here, with my dads around." harry admits. mitch nods in understanding, leaning forward to kiss the flustered boy's cheek.

"that's okay, i wouldn't want to either. not with those murderous looks your dad's been giving me. i kinda like being alive and all so.." mitch says. harry can't help but giggle. mitch scrunches his nose at the brunette's adorableness, pinching his cheek. "but if you want, we can go to my house sometime. my parents are hardly home, i pretty much have the place to myself."

harry frowns, "doesn't that get lonely?" mitch shrugs.

"yeah, but i've got my friends from the soccer team and i have you." he smiles. harry beams happily, wrapping his arms around him and resting his head on his shoulder.

"okay."

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double update for you guys!! i've had this chapter prewritten for a few days now so i decided to go ahead and post it, lol.

anyways what's going to happen next? 👀👀

i hope you enjoy reading this story as much as i enjoy writing it, love you all. xx