Endlessly trying... (gonkillu)

Chapter 2

(Killuas pov)

I woke up, I had a headache, and it was dark in the room. I didn't move trying to assess the situation as much as I could, taking in as much information trying to remember what happened. my shirt was off, I felt a hand rubbing my back, I looked beside me and saw a tall dark figure and I jumped."JESUS!" I yelled as I saw Gon, "hey, you're awake, how do you feel?" He asked. I looked at him confused trying to put the prices together of what happened. He then carefully took his hand away from my back.

(GONS POV)

I was walking around the party making sure that everyone was okay and having a good time. I looked over and saw Killua, he looked like he was about to faint or blackout, I walked over to him hoping to strike up a conversation when I saw him fall. I quickly walked over to him and grabbed him but he was already out.

I checked his head and body making sure there were no injuries from the fall, he looked to be ok.

I took him back up the stairs to my room, I would take him to his own room but who knows what leorio and kurapika are doing in there. The music is loud so they can be as loud as they want...I opened my door and set him on the bed, he looked uncomfortable. He was breathing really hard in his sleep and was sweaty. He clutched onto me and looked like he was in pain. I gently touched his skin, he was burning up.

I gently took off his shirt and laid a cool towel on his forehead and another on his chet hoping to get his body temperature back to normal. Then I gently rubbed circles on his back to try to make him feel a little better. There were tears falling for his eyes even though he was asleep. I chose to stay with him until he woke up so he would not be confused .

(Killuas pov)

"My head hurts, what time is it," I asked looking at him, "its 4:00 A.m., I saw you blacking out so I ran over to you, I tried to catch you before you fell and hit your head, but I didn't make it, but don't worry your ok" I groaned "I'm sorry, you should have been down there partying, I probably messed up your night," I said he shook his head.

"I still had some fun, but I care more about my boys than partying. How much did you drink, you were really out of it," he asked as I tried to think back. "I only had the one drink," I said "damn you're a lightweight," he said "I'm not, usually I can hold down 5 drinks at the least," I said embarrassed.

"Do you think there was a chance were spiked, did you see anyone putting anything in the drinks or anything," I thought back again feeling a headache, my memories fuzzy, "this guy, he tried to take me 'somewhere private,' I didn't let him but maybe we'll he was holding me, he put something In my drink" I said looking away "god I'm so stupid," I said.

"Don't worry about it, your not stupid, I bet that was really uncomfortable," Gon said as I nodded listen and he began to rub my back again, "I bet your back and head hurts, you need to get some sleep, you can sleep in here, just try to relax," he said I nodded, and Gon got up.

"By the way, are you... you said that a guy tried to you know do stuff, umm do you, are you, i dont wanna force you to tell me this kinda stuff, but are you gay at all?" He asked me and I looked away as a few tears streamed down my face, I nodded and he walked back over to me, wiping my tears.

"There's nothing wrong with that. Please don't cry," he said "I'm sorry," I said "don't be sorry, you didn't do anything wrong, hey, look, come here," he said, reaching his arms out. I went to them.

"You had a really rough night, I mean you could have woken up in a different house, I don't know naked or something, but your ok, I'm here, my biggest concern is to watch all of the boys when we're partying, sometimes I'll let loose a little and have a drink or weed, but me and the other leader always watch the boys, you guys our, our biggest priority, and there's nothing wrong with liking guys, in fact I am Pan so I'm always here to support you through anything,"

I nodded as I pulled away from the hug, "gets some rest, just relax, I'll check on you a little later," I nodded and snuggled into the blankets on his bed. 'He's so cool!' I thought 'he's just a big softie, he's so adorable, plus he's Pan! I have a chance,' I thought as I snuggled into his sheets.

I could hear that there were still people partying, my head hurt so bad, I tried to get some sleep and relax.

The next morning I woke up and still felt bad, my head hurt, but it was ok. I got up and out of Gon's room but not before memorizing every square inch of what it looked like. Then I went out and saw the aftermath of the party. "Woah," I said.

"Morning Killua, how was your night? I noticed you disappeared, so did you get with anyone?" Zushi asked with a smirk that I wanted to wipe off his face. "No, I got spiked and had to lay down, it was a pretty rough night." I said. "Man next time you gotta watch your drink," he said.

"I know it's just this guy did it after I grabbed it because he was touching me and sneaked it in when I could not see, at least that's what I assume." I said "I don't really wanna talk about it, let's clean up." He nodded. I went out to the yard and started to pick up all the red cups.

Good thing it was still summer and we had 4 more months until school starts, "I hope know one else got spiked, I know Gon and the other leader watch all of us but what about the other guests, there could be a sorority girl that could have been spiked" I mumbled to myself.

It was kinda cool to see all of the guys working together to pick up the mess in the house, cleaning up vomit and graffiti.

I went back up to my room, I got in there and saw kurapika, "sorry about yesterday I didn't mean to walk in on you guys like that," I said embarrassed. "Don't worry about it, next time I'll tell you we'll be in here." He said with a laugh "Thanks!" I said laughing as well.

I went and changed my clothes. "What happened last night, you didn't come back to the room after the party ended? Did you hook up with someone?" He asked "No, I got spiked and Gon brought me to his room," I said
"Oh god I told you about watching your dri- "I KNOW I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT!" I yelled giggling at the same time.

I changed my clothes "So, Gon huh?" He said "yeah what about him?" I said trying to hide my blush as I continued to change. "Did you guys do anything?" "Oh my god no nothing happened!" I said, these frat boys are gonna be the death of me. "But do you think he's hot?" Kurapika asked.

"Is That even a question anyone from 300 miles away could see he's absolutely gorgeous," I said with a blush. "You should go for it, I mean he is Pan soo you do have a chance." He said "please what does a 2nd year like me have a chance with a gorgeous 4th year like him." I said waving it off.

"I'm gonna go get breakfast," I said, "alright I'll be down in a bit." He said waving.

I left the room and walked down and saw a couple of the guys, "you guys hungry? I'll make breakfast!" I said they all nodded, I went to go cook and a few of them were chatting, and one of the other second years, Ikalgo came up to me.

"I saw you disappeared, I was trying to find you so I could talk and get to know each other more, did you like to meet someone and have some fun or something." He said, looking away. I dropped the spoon and looked at all the boys who were staring at me, "Oh my god, For Everyone Who Is Planning To Ask Me Where I Went Last Night, No I Did Not Hook Up With Someone I Was Spiked and Gon took me to lay down!" I yelled and they all looked at me "ahhed" turning away.

"Was every single person going to ask me that, man these kids were nosy.' I thought as I went back to cooking breakfast, it took awhile but it was soon done, I put it on the giant table and the boys dug in. Thanking me for cooking and apologizing.

(NOT MY ART! This is what ikalgo looks like!)