Endlessly trying... (gonkillu)

Chapter 13

(GONS pov)
"I'm ready Gon," he said as I looked at him and kissed his forehead. "It's ok because I want you to know, no matter how much you beg in the next couple of hours I'm not gonna do it to you today," I said he groaned "why not, this is the perfect place, we all relaxed, I know how big your dick is now and-"Killua No, not today, I know you want to but I don't wanna hurt you," I said as he sighed.

"Listen, I love you and I can tell that you're excited, you have been lonely and wanna jump quickly into this but I wanna take it slow. I want you to be ready, we're here to relax, and you said it yourself it's not gonna fit, you're still nervous, and I don't wanna bring up anything from your past." I said with a small laugh.

"But when you ate me out it felt so good and I'm honryyyyy, pleaseeee," I said, giving him puppy dogs eyes as he pulled me close to me putting his hands on my hips. "No," I groaned

"Fine, we don't have to do it tonight but can we do it soon at least, I really wanna try," he said.

"I'll think about it," he smiled "yay!" after we got out of the hot spring and put on our robes, "what do you wanna do know? You wanna get a massage? I mean we are already naked and you have to be naked to get a massage." He nodded, "yeah that sounds nice," he said "I probably have a million knots. I've never had a real massage in my life," he said with a laugh

We went back to our room and waited for a bit, just so we wouldn't be wet well getting the massage and we would feel more relaxed. "Gon?" Killua said "yess?" I asked treading my fingers through his hair and massaging lightly. "You ready?" He nodded.

We got up and started to walk to the massage. We both picked out Swedish ones since I wanted to go easy on my back. The spa employees who were going to the massages were really nice, we both got naked and covered our lower areas with towels. Then we laid down.

I turned my head and saw Gon, he looked peaceful. "What are you looking at cutie," he said as I flushed. "Just your adorable face and beautiful body," I said as I turned away, seeing him blush a little. The massage person started to touch my back and I shivered. As they spread their palms and started to work on the muscle.

They started on my upper back and shoulders working out multiple knots. I looked over at Gon who was basically drooling, I smiled. 'I guess he's started to feel a lot better,' I thought they went on and massaged for a good 45 minutes until they were done. I felt so relaxed. My body was, they left us so me and Gon could change back into our robes.

"That was so nice," I said as I wrapped the towel around my robe and walked back up to him, wrapping my arms around his relaxed body. "Yeah, they got all the knots out of my back, it feels so much better, I just hope they didn't look at me too scared too much" he nodded. "I'm sure they didn't care, and anyway they were very pretty. Soo, Wanna go in the sauna? I mean we are already naked..." he said for the second time today. I thought for a second about checking the time. "Sure! That sounds fun and relaxing," I said looking at him.

We went to the small private area with multiple sauna close to each other but still spread out. There were different temperatures and sauna for different people.

We got a private one, it was small but good enough for us. We opened it and went to it, I had no shame and as soon as Gon sat down I sat right in Gon's lap. "Oh, what are you doing," he said as I turned to face him. "What do you mean?" I said as I kissed his jaw. "Why are you so cute," he said as I blushed. "I don't know, you are too, you're so handsome," I said, tracing his pecs then giving them a kiss.

"You really like my chest huh?" He said as I nodded. "They're so big! You have a lot of features that are just big things, your pecs and your- well ugh you know, But I also love you." I said, smiling at him. "I love you too honey," he said.

"The dry air here kinda tastes like butter," I said with a giggle," he smiled.'' Yeah it is, it's very dry but It's a nice and relaxing way that helps soothe people's bodies, he said. I traced his jaw line with my finger before kissing it.

"You're so pretty, and I love it here, thank you for taking me, I feel so lucky and spoiled." I said kissing his neck a few times.

"We can come back here anytime but for now it's getting late. After this we should probably head to bed. We can go to the hot springs and other stuff tomorrow too. Like after we're done relaxing, are you having a good time?"

I nodded "yeah this place is great, we should come here every weekend, you know I thought you were gonna bring me some outdoor mountain survival thing, but this one hundred times better," I said as he laughed, "I don't know about every weekend, but we can definitely come back like I just said, it'll be nice," he said as I nodded.

After a bit of relaxing and talking about random little things, we got out of the sauna and I had to get out of his lap, and back to our room, we cuddled and Gon ordered more food for us cause we were hungry after all that relaxing.

our day was filled with so many fun activities, it was late and I was tired but wanted to ask Gon something because there was one activity he had not done yet.

"Sooo...you know, it's just me and you here, there's so there's no boy to barge in if we were to, you know, do anything," I said, hinting at what I wanted. "Killua I told you before-"but gonnnn" I whined as I interrupted him and he sighed.

"Please Gon, I really wanna try, plus this is a really good place to get in the mood," he looked at me as I covered my face in embarrassment. "Can we please have sex," I said looking at him with my big blue eyes and a pout. "Killu, I love you but-"pleaseeeee," I wined. "I really don't know, what if you don't like it? Plus you said it yourself, it's probably not even going to fit, let's wait a little bit," He said, kissing my forehead and brushing my bangs out of the way of my eyes.

"But I mean look around us, we're in a beautiful resort on a mountain, I have massages and hot springs if I'm in pain tomorrow, there is really good food too! there really is no better place to do this, please?" I said kissing his jaw, my hands in his chest unbuttoning a button on his shirt giving him puppy dog eyes and intertwining my hands into his hair.

He sighed, pinching his forehead, "Killua, are you serious?" I nodded, "please I love you and trust you, please?" He grabbed my hand and pulled me in to him, "fine, but if I see any sign of pain in your face or body I'm stopping and pulling out." I nodded knowing that since I've already done it I know what to expect.

"Come here," he said, pulling me to the bed. "You have to try to be a little quite, I'm sure the walls are thick and we're more private but we need to respect others here who are trying to relax," I nodded and started to kissed him, "thank you," I said as he smiled and nodded "of course, one sign of pain though and I'm stopping, you got it?" And I nodded.