Endlessly trying... (gonkillu)

Chapter 9

(Look at how cute and pretty this art is! 🤧
Art: furixu)
(Killuas pov)

I woke up and Gon was still on top of me, I gently moved a few strands of his hair out of his beautiful sleeping face, his head was still on my chest and I kissed his forehead. "Gon, Gon, darling, it's time to get up. It's like 5:00" I said as he slowly peeped, his eyes opened and looked at me.

"I was sleeping? How long was I asleep for?" He said in a sleepy voice. "Umm three and a half hours." I said as he kept snuggling me.

"You're so warm, and squishy," I laughed and he moved off of me so he was next to me. "Hello," I said as he pulled me into him. "Let's just sleep all day." He said I laughed and wrapped my arms around him. "If you wish." I heard the door open and I jumped up. "Oh kurapika, hi," I said "hey...what's Gon doing in here?" He said awkwardly. "He's just chilling you know." I said embarrassed, trying to cover the hickeys littering my body, "If you say so, well I'm just going to be doing some work so ignore me."

I nodded and went back to being on top of him. He was already asleep again, so I gave him a few soft kisses and adjusted so I could nuzzle into his chest, 'mans he's got nice man boobs, they're big!' I thought, as I fell asleep too.

I woke up to the feeling of Gon getting up and moving "hey," he said talking to kurapika. "Hey, what's up?" He said "not much, just cuddling the little guy, he's too cute." He said and I blushed as I clutched his sweater. "Hey," he said, hoisting me up by my arms. I Didn't say anything and just hugged him.

"So are you guys like...together or something,"my face got embarrassed in the case that my face got completely red and hot. "Yeah, we are." I hit his chest playfully "you weren't supposed to tell anyone!" I said with a frown. "Oh come on, we're kinda obvious." He said. "Yeah... you guys were literally kissing. I knew that something had to be up." I nodded. "Please don't tell anyone!" I said "I won't," he said "but you probably should tell the other soon, they probably already suspect something," we nodded.

"Oh so kurapika, do you maybe wanna switch rooms with me? I kinda wanna be with Killua, "Kurapika looked happy, "Really?!" He said excitedly. "Ima pack right now!" I laughed and Gon got up. "Well now I got to move all my stuff." Gon said, rubbing the back of his neck. And laughing as he saw Kurapika throwing his clothes in a box.

"It's like 6:30, we should eat and then we can switch rooms tomorrow." Gon said. I nodded and held his hand. We walked downstairs to the kitchen and Gon started to cook, some of the other guys came in probably smelling his food.

"Yoooo what's for dinner?" They said, "I'm just making a bunch of taco meat, then you guys can all make your own tacos!" Gon said they all got excited and I laughed at how the boys get so excited over little things.

We were talking about random things while eating our tacos. Then Gon squeezed my thigh. He whispered in my ear, "we should probably tell them about us soon." I nodded as some of the boys looked at me us. "Awe come to share with the class! We wanna know what you too are talking about. " Zushi said.

"Come on, tell us!" Another male said, We looked at each other. "Come on guys, isn't it obvious... him and killua hooked up and now I beat them together." One of the guys said.

"We didn't hook up, I told you I don't do stuff like that." I looked down. Feeling bad, 'does he want to have sex, I don't know if I'm ready, after my first time,' I thought as I started to over think and tears collected in my eyes.

"Guys seriously, it's not funny we didn't hook up, Killua, he needs time before we do anything, and he has a pretty good reason for it, but that's not my story to tell, he is really sensitive about stuff like this." He Said, "but if you must know, yes we are dating!" He yelled. Then he got up and stormed to his room.

I watched awkwardly with the other guys. "I'm just gonna go check in on him," I said softly, getting up. The boys were quiet as I left. I walked up the stairs to his room and knocked before going in. He was Crying?!

"Hey," I said, walking over to him. "I'm sorry! I didn't mean to out you!" He yelled, jumping to me and hugging me. "It's ok, hey pretty boy, shh it's ok, it's ok." I said as he gripped me. "Please don't leave." I nodded. "Really Gon it's ok, I know you didn't mean too, plus we had to tell them at some point, it's nothing to worry about baby." I said as he held me close to him.

I kissed his neck a few times and rested my head on his chest. "Really don't be upset, I can tell it's bothering you. Everything is ok, I really don't mind, I mean it had to come out eventually" I said. I took his hand into mine holding it close to my chest, as he fell asleep.

I wasn't tired since we had been sleeping all day,, I was looking at him, he looked so peaceful, and cute. I looked so calm and cute. I pulled his head to my chest and kissed it. How is he so tall?! He woke up and wrapped his arms around me, "there's a party tomorrow, do you wanna go?" I nodded. "Ok," he said, tiredly patting my head and pulling me to him.

"I'm so tired, I just need sleep, and for you to be with me." He said, his eyes were closed, his lips parted slightly, hair down and fluffy, bangs covering some parts of his face. He looked so peaceful. "Ok, I'll stay with you," I said, moving the hair out of his eyes.

"Thank you," he whispered, not moving or opening his eyes. I kissed his forehead and fell asleep too.

The next day we woke up and got all ready for the part since for some reason Gon slept until 2:00 P.M.! I wore one of my skirts and a cute top, some knee highs and boots, a couple chains and makeup. Gon was still sleepy but he wore a cute outfit with some sweatpants, a green crop top.

We got in the car and started to drive, and then went to the party. It was just Like all the other ones. I stayed by Gon's side, always trying to hold his hand or have him in my sight just in case my bad luck happened again or we saw the guy or something... We went to get drinks. I drank a few and ended up a little bit buzzed but not completely drunk.

He kissed my nose. He also drank a lot but he knew how to handle his alcohol better than I did. We ended up walking home early from the party, it was kinda boring and we were also tired. well at least I was...Gon still slept in late so he wasn't as tired. When we got there there were only a few boys, they greeted us and we talked for a little bit, then We went up to his room.

He pushed me against the wall and kissed me, he quickly inserted his tongue into my mouth and tugged on my shirt and looked at me. I got embarrassed but did as he wanted and removed my cropped top, leaving me in nothing but my thigh highs and skirt.

"You're so pretty, I wanna-" he looked away embarrassed "I wanna do something to you, but I know that you might be nervous after your first time, I don't have to, is it ok, you want me to stop?" He said 'Gon really wants to do something with me?!' I thought excited from anticipation.

"Yeah, I want you to touch me, just be gentle." He nodded and kissed me one last time. "Thank you," he said as he started to unbutton the skirt.