Endlessly trying... (gonkillu)

Chapter 7

(Sorry for not updating in so long I was in the hospital since the 29th)

(GONS POV)

When Killua left I felt kinda bad but I knew he was gonna be ok. I like him a lot and I'm happy that we finally got our shit together and figured things out, I really do like him. I went back to working on the fake skin changing the tips to do different patterns. Making the design, it was a tiger but it was made of a bunch of swirls and circles and shapes. It was pretty, I'm so happy that Killua came and talked to me. I have been waiting to talk to him about the whole thing so I was happy.

And now he was my boyfriend! That's so cool!! He's so cute! Maybe he let me give him a piercing or two. Maybe even a tattoo! I practiced for a while starting a new piece and doing a different design. I heard the door open and leorio came back in. leorio was my roommate.

"Woah dude! Did you make this ?" He said pointing at the design. "Yeah I did," I said, continuously working. "It looks amazing, your getting to good at this kinda stuff," I chuckled "thanks leorio, I'm sorry about the bushing sound, maybe I should be getting ready anyway,"

He nodded and we both started to get ready. I put on an outfit I thought was cute, I brushed my hair and teeth and all the other stuff, then I went to fetch Killua, I knocked on his door and he came out.

My breath hitched as I saw him. "Wow you look beautiful," I said, kissing his check and looking him up and down, "ready to go?" I asked as he nodded. We walked out to my car, thought the pink and gold sunset. We got to my car and Strapped in, then I started to drive, it was at the same sorority as last time so it was not far at all.

Killua looked tired. "Hey try to stay close to me ok?" He nodded and I smiled. "You look tired, are you ok? We don't have to go." I said he shook his head, " I want to, we just gotta let loose and have some fun." He said, I nodded. We got out of the car and walked into the party.

"Hey don't get too far from me ok?" He nodded and I clutched his hand. We started to walk  around, "hey Gon! Nice to see you!" Someone yelled, I let Killua's hand go "this will only be a minute." He nodded and went to walk around.

(Killuas pov)

I was walking around, I went to get a drink but this time I got a soda from the fridge, making sure that it was not spiked.mI continually drank it, as I started to relax a little and chill out. I went out to the backyard, there were lots of people and all of a sudden I felt someone grab me again, "hey cutie,"

He said I turned around and it was the same guy as last time, the one that spiked my drink "what do you want?" I said making sure I memorized his features, pink and purple hair, golden eyes, and tall. He grabbed my hips and pulled me into him, "stop what are you doing?!" I yelped hoping someone would hear or see but they were all too drunk.

"I saw that video of you kissing that 4th year, so you like older guys huh, well why don't you come with me back to my car or somewhere more private? we can have some fun," he said, hands creeping to my upper thighs "please just leave me alone!" I yelled again pushing him but he grabbed my arm, then I felt something sharp on my back, "Just be quite"

I quickly realized it was a pocket knife and I nodded. He led me to a room where there were less people and mostly just people making out, "now come on, I know you've done this be-"but before he could say another word he was punched right in the jaw. "You disgusting piece of shit, leave him the hell alone!" Gon yelled,

He helped me off the ground and held my hand and brought me back to safety. I clutched onto him the whole time not wanting to let go of him, I was so scared, I had flashbacks and just felt so shitty. "Why didn't you fight back?" He asked I looked away, completely embarrassed and ashamed in myself. We were sitting on the front porch and he had his arm around me, "he had a knife." I said Gon held me closer.

I'm so sorry kilu, are you ok? Did he cut you anywhere? Like is there a mark on your back or anything, I swear if he made one little scratch on your gorgeous skin I'm gonna go over and beat the heck out of him" He said I shook my head, "he didn't cut me, it was just a little scary," I said and he nodded, "I really gotta stop leaving you alone at parties, from now on I want you always in my grasp. It'll make me feel more safe knowing you're with me." He was kinda joking and serious at the same time.

"We'll what do you wanna do? Did you get anything to drink?" He asked and I nodded remembering the drink I grabbed. I felt ok, I didn't feel too bad or anything, it was a little scary but not as bad as my first time, "good umm you wanna smoke a little? Maybe it'll help calm your nerves?" He asked, putting a hand on my thigh and looking in my eyes. I nodded. "Ok stay here, don't move, don't let anymore move you," He said I nodded with a laugh.

He left for about 5 minutes then he came back. "Alright I got us some weed," I nodded, and quickly grabbed it from him, putting it between my lips and he lit it up for me, I took a big hit, before blowing it out, "your just trying to show off aren't you," he said with a little laugh, "no," I said with a laugh taking another hit, "man that's good," I said he smiled "hmm can I try?" I nodded, handing him the weed.

He took some into his mouth and blew it out, he looked so elegant doing so, "damn that is good." He said "come here," he said pulling me closer and tilted my chin so we were facing each other more closely, he took a big hit then he grabbed me by my face gently and kissed me, pushing the smoke into my mouth, I let out a gasp and I was not expecting that, but I savored it letting the smoke fill up my lungs before blowing it out.

We took turns finishing the weed together and when we were done I put my head on his shoulder. I felt kinda out of my head and drowsy, I maybe got just a little high, but it felt nice, I felt relaxed and "you tried pretty boy? Wanna go home and go to bed?" I nodded, kissing his shoulder that my head once laid upon.

he probably could sense how tired and slightly high I was as he picked me up. He took me to his car and turned on the ignition, driving us home. Once we got home he opened my door and he picked me up again. "God baby you are very high," he said as I latched onto his sweater. "I like you, a lot" I giggled as I stroked his face, then kissed his jaw and neck. "Come on, let's go to bed." He said with a small laugh.

(GONS POV)

I set him down in my bed and went to get him something to change into. I grabbed one of my tank tops and sweatpants. Then I tried to take of his sweater, "come on, let me take it off," I said tugging on his sweater lightly, "if you don't let me take it off your gonna get hot" I said "No I'm sleepy," he whined "your being so silly, come on your burning up," I said a he giggled "it's hot in here, let's take off all our clothes and sleep naked." I blushed and took off his sweater finally, he wouldn't let me put my tank top on so he just slept in his boxers.

"Come on man strip!" Killua yelled I blushed a deep red "killu stop looking, you're embarrassing. "Come in I just wanna see you all naked," he said 'what is wrong with him, he's gotta be drunk cause I know this is not how people act when they're high...' I thought as I took off my shirt and changed into sweatpants.

I turned off the light climibing into the bed. I put my arms wrapped loosely around his body.
And he kissed me a few times, "I'm not tired. I wanna stay up!" He said. "Come on I'm tried, just snuggle up, your warm and I'm cold." I said pulling him, "come on I'm not tired let's have some fun!" He said, throwing his hands in the air. "Come on kitty, settle down it's late and I'm tired, come here," I said, pulling him to me with his hand.

I kissed him a few times, short but sweet pecks. Then I snuggled into him, "I wanna sleep, if you want you can leave to do stuff somewhere else in the house, but I wanna sleep. I'm tired and you are not in your normal mindset," I said he looked at me. "Ok I'll sleep too, I wanna do what you do anyways, cause I really like you." He said I nodded and blushed again, "thank you my adorable silly boy," I said bopping him. 'So pretty,' I thought as I looked at the scars on his chest and arms. 'I know you think there gross, but weather you have them or not, your still stunning,' I thought and I put my pinky out and stroked his face from the top of his forehead to the end of his nose with the pad of my pinkie as I saw his eyes come more and more sleepy until it worked and he fell asleep. 'Just like a cat,' I thought and I fell asleep too.