Endlessly trying... (gonkillu)

Chapter 16

((Killua's Pov))

A couple of days had passed and The new guy who would be joining was coming today, of course all of the boys planned a big party for him with all the other frats and sororities. I to be honest didn't really care but I was excited to get to party again. I felt like I haven't had any alcohol in a while and I needed some in my system.

We all got out on the front lawn. It gave me flashbacks of when I was new and how confused I was seeing all the guys chaotic behavior as they welcomed me in. All of the boys were hyping stuff up and I was pretty chip about it. We saw a car pull up close and the boys had smirks on their faces.

The poor guy came out before we were attacked by the crowd of boys. I just laughed and watched from the sidelines. The guy was just like me, confused and a little more introverted. But nonetheless I was grateful I joined the frat. It really helped my social skills not to mention most of the males here are part of the LGBTQ community.

They led the guy to his room and they placed him in his own room since there were now a solid twenty five people on the frat. The boys were always open to new people going so that we could build up the popularity of our frat.

The party started not even one hour after he got there. There was drugs and alcohol, people grinding on each other and I was just walking around.

I saw Ace (the new guy I don't know if I mentioned that was his name...) sitting down and looking around. I walked up to him and sat down next to him.

"Hey, I'm Killua. It's cool to meet a new member, before you I was the last one to join. At first it can be a bit chaotic and awkward but you'll warm up to it, the boys here are all really great people and I'm sure you'll learn to love it." I said as he nodded.

"It's nice, the others seem pretty hyper but I'll get used to it, I tend to try to stay more relaxed and watch people from afar." I nodded and smiled.

"So do you wanna drink or anything?" I asked as he looked at me. "Oh no, I don't drink alcohol," I was kinda shocked to be honest.

"Well, we have sodas, you don't have to drink alcohol," he nodded and we got up to go to the kitchen. We grabbed our drinks and sat back down.

I started to take in his appearance, he was really pretty. He had ear piercings lining his whole ear, he had a nose ring and really pretty green eyes. His hair was jet black and he had good scenes of fashion. His body was smaller then mine but more toned, not gonna lie I was a tad bit jealous.

I talked with him a bit more, getting to know him. I looked around and saw Gon smoking weed and talking to some guys so I decided to let him be and kept talking to him getting to know him.

He was an art major which reminded me that Gon was kinda art major too. He is trying to be a tattoo artist and piercer. I should let him give me a couple more piercings, maybe I can look more like him, I could even have him give me a tattoo.

I looked at Ace, looking around his body to see if he had any tattoos but none that I could see at least. He must have caught me staring cause he looked at me and smiled. "What are you looking at huh?" He said as I blushed and looked away quickly.

"Nothing" I squeaked. "Well it was great to meet you but I'm gonna go talk to some other people," he said as I nodded. Gon walked up to me. "Hey babe," he said in a whiny voice.

"Hey, what's up?" He looked at me and blushed. "Are you high Jesus and drunk? I can smell you from a mile away." I said I smelled weed and lots of alcohol on him. "I'm tired babe, can we go to our room?" I looked at him and shoved his shoulder.

"You go ahead but I'm staying here," I said as he frowned. "Come on! Let's go sleep!" He said as people started to stare at us. "Be quite, fine!" I said as I helped him walk up the stairs and took his room. I took off his shirt since it smells like weed and tucked him in and he reached his arms out.

"Gimme cuddles!" He said as I pulled the blankets up. "You be the big spoon today!" He said with a cute smile. "You're adorable, of course I will," I said, kissing the back of his neck as I wrapped my arms around his slim waist dip. I wasn't even tired but I was happy to be with him nonetheless.

I woke up to pounding on the door. I groaned and Gon jumped up and I hugged him from beings as he sat up. "You stay here ok?" I said, kissing his ear as he nodded and laid back down. I went to the door and opened it.

Leoiro barged In. "Have any of you guys seen kurapika? I can't find him anywhere!" Leoiro said. He looked panicked. "No, why? What time is it anyway?" I said as I rubbed my eyes.

"It's 4:45, me and him go into a fight, he was drunk and I don't know where he is, I'm getting worried I can't find him anywhere in the house or on campus I'm getting really worried." I sighed "Listen, if he's not here by the morning I'll help look around." He nodded. "DON'T worry he's strong."

Leoiro looked worried "it's just, he's the one whos always telling everyone to check there drink and now he's missing," he said I nodded. "Don't worry, he's gonna be ok." He nodded.

I closed the door and went back over to the bed. I laid down and wrapped my arms back around Gons body when I felt him tense up a little. "You ok?" I said as he nodded. I heard a soft sniffle and I noticed he was crying. I turned him to face me and cupped his face, putting my thumbs under his eyes and wiping the tears.

When most of them were wiped I pulled his body even closer to mine and held him tightly. "It's ok, shhh." I said gently cradling him and rocking him back and forth. "Everything's ok." I said as he nodded. I kissed his forehead and laid down his him. His head smashed into my chest.

He soon fell asleep so I tried to sleep too. His body was so tense and he was drilling in my chest but I didn't care. I could tell he was probably just stressed.

As I fell asleep the morning came. I felt so tired and Gon was so precious, the way his tan skin flowed in the sun. I smiled and moved hair out of his face. I slowly closed the curtains and put on some presentable clothes. I went down stairs and saw everyone. "What's going on?" They looked worried.

"We still can't find kurapika, I'm getting so scared we shouldn't have gotten in the stupid fight, I just at least want to know that he's safe," leorio said as he cried. Sushi hugged him. "Don't worry, we'll find him," we all nodded.

I went to the parking lot and saw that my car was still there. I looked for any sort of traces or anything from him. I took out my phone and texted him.

I know you and leorio
got in a fight so you
don't have to text him,
but at least let me know
that your ok so we
don't spend the day
worrying only to call
the police and find
out you fine

Then I waited for a response as I continued to help look.