Endlessly trying... (gonkillu)

Chapter 34

(Killua's pov)

"What the hell is going on here?" Gon yells as I look at him nervous and push Ace away "what? Nothing? I was just getting a drink," I said, trying to push it off. "I didn't-I mean-" "Ace what were you doing to my boyfriend?"he said as I looked at Ace and he looked scared "I was just kissing him, like a no homo kiss you know?" He said that I wouldn't do it so I did to prove him wrong, that's all.." he said as I nod, "yeah, I'm sorry Gon I should have not have let him, sorry," I said softly as he sighs "you know just dumb frat boy stuff," I add softly

"Killua, don't do that, I thought you were cheating or something," he said as I whimpered and nodded. "I'm sorry Gon," I said softly looking at the ground as he walked over and tilted my chin up and kissed me and I kissed back. I look away and look at Ace and shrug "what were we gonna do? Why don't we get dinner?" He nods, "yeah, we can go to a restaurant in the resort," I smile and nod. I lifted Gon's hands and held it. "Let's go," he said as I smiled and nodded, still nervous.

Maybe I should tell him the truth...I hate lying to him. I'm just not sure how he would take it and I don't want him to break up with me! My panic was put on pause as he walked out and we went down to the floor level. We got out of the elevator and began to walk around the resort as Gon guided us to a resort restaurant. We got there and I looked around "oh wow, fancy," I said looking at it.

This is fancy like one of those places you put your napkin on your lap. I smile and look at the menu seeing the prices "woah!" I said looking at them "what?" Gon asked looking at me "nothing it's just the prices," I said softly "oh-well I'm paying for you so it doesn't matter anyways get whatever you want," he said as I nod "your so sweet him but this it gonna be expensive," I said softly as he nods it's fine really," he said softly.

I nod and go to the cheapest thing as Gon eyes me "you alway go to the cheapest things, Killua get whatever you want seriously," he said as I nod "o-oh ok," I said embarrassed as I looked at something more expensive. A waiter comes over and asks if we knew what we wanted to drink. Gon smiled "ahh yes I'll take a bottle of your best white wine," he said smiling sweetly as the waiter nodded "me and him will also share some water please," he said softly as she nodded and headed back towards the kitchen.

"Your fine with drinking right? It's legal for you to drink here anyway your eighteen and I'm twenty one so we can both drink," I nod "yeah I'm fine with that," I said softly. I'm kinda a light weight though....I think as I look at Gon, ahh who am I kidding he's a heavy weight it'll be fine. I smile and figure out what I'm gonna order l. I smile and look around the fancy restaurant at all the silverware. Which one is for which! There were there different forks two different spoons two knives two glasses what is going on?I look at Gon. "What are you gonna get?" I ask him softly. "I'm gonna get the surf and turf steak and lobster," he said softly as i smile and nod "what about you Killua?"

"I'm gonna go for the chicken," I told him. It was the cheapest entree and just in general sounded good so I would be fine with it. He smiled and nodded as the waitress came back with the bottle of white wine and an ice bucket to keep it cold. She opened it and poured us each a glass in the closed stem glasses on our table. I smiled. It was sparkling and sweet.

Sending to be a sort of honey crisp white wine. I lift my glass and smell it before putting my lips to the glass and taking a small sip. Wow! "Oh That's good!" I said with a smile as Gon nodded. "Yeah I thought you seemed more like a white wine person but I prefer reds," he said with a small laugh as I nod "your cute," I said as he blushed "whatever!" He said embarrassed.

"Alright you guys what are you having?" The waiter asks sweetly as she takes out her notepad "yeah I'll have the surf and turf with the side salad please," I said as she nodded and looked at me "oh I'm gonna get the lemon crusted chicken," I said softly "what side?" She asks as she pointed to text on the menu saying each entree came with a side "umm," I said scanning the menu "sorry just give me one second," I said as Gon smiled and showed me where they were as I read over them "umm yeah I'll have the side salad too," I said softly.

She nods and heads back to the kitchen to put our order in. She took our menu and I looked up at Gon. The gentle breeze from the sea side restaurant ran through his hair as he smiled "you're so handsome," I said blushing. He blushed back "you too Killua, my pretty boy," he said softly as I smiled and reached my hand over putting it on top of his. "I'm sorry about that dumb little fight we had with the bruises, let's just ignore that and move on ok?" He said as I nodded.

After a bit of talking and reconnecting the spark was back and our food came and it looked amazing! I started to eat and so did he as I sipped on my wine and looked at him "so tomorrow there's that big late night party on the beach, do you still wanna go?" He asks as I nod. "Yeah that will be super fun!" I said happily and slightly buzzed. He nodded and refilled my glass. We finished dinner and we're working on finishing the bottle as Gon paid for dinner. I slipped him some money to pay for my meal. He wouldn't take it at first but I insisted so he did.

We got up and started to walk back to our hotel room. I cling to his arm as we see the sun setting over the ocean. It's so pretty out here, I love it...I look at him and he smiles "wanna sit on the beach and watch the sunset for a bit?" He asks as I nod we walk over grab one of the resort towels and lay it down and sit on it as I look at the sea. I feel his hand go on my thigh and I smile as I look at him. He smiled and with his other hand not on my thigh he tilted my chin and kissed me. I blush and kiss back. He rubs my thigh as he keeps up with the kisses I hold onto the back of his head.

He gently guided me down, getting on top of me and me below him he pulled away and I looked up into his eyes. He smiled and tucks hairs that were in my eye behind my ear. I smile and pull the back of his head to keep kissing me. I slumps down as we gently make out on the beach at sunset. It's comfortable and relaxing. I love Gon. Maybe I should tell that to Ace, I don't wanna hurt him, he's perfect for me.

I had a bit of a headache and was definitely a bit drunk but he wasn't man heavy weights, he smiled and pulled away. "Wanna go back to our room? We can do something," he said as I blush and nod he smiles and helps me up and holds my hand taking me back to our room.

We enter and he kisses me once before taking me back to our bedroom. He closes the door. "I'm sure Ace won't mind," he said, lifting me up and taking me over to the bed. I giggle as he lays me down and crawls on top of me. I blush and look at him touching his chest softly and play with the hem of his shirt. I look up at him and kiss him. He kisses back. It was sweet.

I smile and pull away giggling drunkenly as I look at him as he smiles at me. "Are you being silly?" He asked as I was confused. He cups my face and kisses me deeper. "Cute, baby you're drunk," he says, laughing a little. I whine "am not!" I said stroking his chest like a cat. "Ahah yeah you are...I'm not gonna do anything with you drunk ok?" He said as I whined loudly "no fair! I-I-can't handle if I'm drunk~come on~~" he said as Gon shook his head.

"I'm sorry, let's do something tomorrow ok?" He said as I whined but his. "Oh no! The gravity's not working!" He said as he collapsed on top of me and whined. Heavy "heyyyyyyy! Off!" I said pushing at him. "Heyy I can't breathe! Nooooo!" He giggles and gets off me.

"The night is still young, Wanna do some other things well you sober up?" He asks as I nod "let's go in the hot tub!" I said happily. He smiled and nodded. I get up and drunkenly walk over to my dresser grabbing a bathing suit and starting to change into it. "Yeah!" I said as I watched him do the same.

He smiled and we headed down to the hot tubs. It was dark and the hot tub was empty. So we got in. I smile and take in the air "it's so nice here," I said softly. "Yeah, and before you know it we'll be on our way back home," he said laughing as I nod. I admire him and look at him, so pretty.

After a bit of relaxing in the hot tub I get up "baby I'm gonna go shower, I'm getting tired," he nods and steps up. "I'll come too, we're gonna be up late tomorrow at the party so be ready," he said as I nodded. We walk to the locker room and shower in separate stalls since they're small and not a lot of room. Once we're done we put in our robes as we head back to our room.

We open the door and I hear Ace in his room. I hear another voice so he's watching tv.

We get to our room out on our TV and snuggle up. I nuzzled into his chest as I relaxed and smiled at him eventually falling asleep little did I know the crazy-ness that would happen the next day.